Wednesday, September 29, 2010

live

i live my life my own way and i like the way it go fuckin hard yea we always complain bout how hard life is but at the end of the day we survive and life goes on . . shit comes everyday but after a beautiful sleep shit not smelly anymore just make us to think how to get that shit off . . even how hard life punch i still have some courage to punch it back truth is since god give me chance to live i aint quit to survive yaw,well life is serious shit but it aint knock me down it burn me so i will find my way out from that fire to make me live on the comfort air . . i'll find my way day world had my word,my mama get myself in the world i bought myself out from this shit aint got nothing to stop me now cause i can read what faith had wrote and this is how it goes . . i get myself in the prob i get myself out the prob

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

what it call

you know why ? the word is curious actually . . not this and that what you think . . if i know then ill go smiling doing the jumping jack . . haha should i be corny and cry here and there ? my grandfather die when i was 6 and i play around his casket happily my grandmother i just dont know if she die already or not but yet still no tears . . should i live in sorrow ? naah,i dont think so either it bout money for life or its bout me live with my mom in the heaven afterlife other then that is a bonus well hunambeing can live without bonus . . haha jumping jack . . miss that move , gonna do it now :)

like

okay i will start :

i like dogs nor the cat
i like wolf more then dogs
i like unformal more then formal
i like eat then sleeping
i like sleeping then "nutin"
i like hangout then stoning
i like cigarette then weed
i like plain then beer
i like smile then cry
i like cry then mad
i like mad then foolish
i like walking then talk crap
i like truth then lie
i like lie then sin
i like talk then silence
i like silence then nonsense
i like together then alone
i like alone then nofreedom
i like face then tit
i like tit the pussy
i like jeans then slack
i like casual then formal
i like twice then once
i like learn then study
i like zen then ipod
i like iphone then bb
i like 3gs then 3g
i like money then lifeless
i like life less then bothering people
i like band then machine
i like more then less
i like night then days
i like you then her
i like myspace then facebook
i like tumblr then twitter
i like blogspot then diary
i like rain then sunny
i like money then paper

most of my life i love to like and i will like to do it forever cause hating is something that will hurt people,i love the life i had i been thinking to hate it but this is my life and it show bout me so why should i hate myself cause i can love myself and all bout me . . its hard that make me learn its pain that make me grow its sad that make me understand its sorrow that been teach me ever since . . life is painfull but it is the colour of your life so it can be just plain and get all what you got or it can be hard and joyfull plus meaningfull so i learn to appreciate . . GB

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

i'd

made up my mind and i come with 2 choices that is should i go with the next sem like before and always or should i open my mind to the real world that always welcome everyone to come and chase the paper . . what i mean is the most beautifully awesome smell of paper call money . . yea they always said that studies come first that others but you see its 2010 . . its not bout book to work on its bout life to learn on . . when you good on something just sharp it so the paper will run to your pocket . . but yea study gonna make your pocket fat BUT if you have the way and you know how to get to the top . . the world changed so we should change the way we think too . . plus,engineering is not something that i wanna go through so yea,why not right ? :) GB

Monday, September 20, 2010

here

it goes again,well i had sometime so yea,here i am . . just haha i can use an idea how and what i can be in the future . . anyone know that ? hope so cause im lost right now . . lost in the middle of nowhere and got no idea which way i should choose cause im afraid what is it at the end of the road i choose . . well i try to be brave to seat where i can survive but till when i wanna stand here without doing nothing to get out from there . . well hoping is something wishing not gonna bring me anywhere . . but yea,hoping too long just bring shit back for me . . well im proud that i had a mind that like this what i had cause there apart where i even can not think alot about the think that important to the world well i guess that what make me so calm . . just sometimes . . not all the time . . anyway , well i dont wanna say it cause everyone know life is bullshit . . so praying that everything gonna be okay . . yup,everything gonna be okay . . GB

gb/godbless