i am

me trying to be me as me so i can be happy like you..yes i am jealous of what you had and i dont have'it..the life i had is not as easy as what i can told about by word,im in the situation trying to make everyone else happy its hard..try it if you can..try to be me,huh but i never sad bout the life i had..i know things can be solve..yea there alot out there with a thousand more problems then me :) im proud to be me,i dont wanna be made.. :)

love?

still try to calm myself and try not to think bout it..it a shit if i add it into mylife right now,with all the situation and condition im not ready for love,dude! wake up its 2010 bullshit if you wanna say love cost only two heart love cost infinite money so the next time ill talk about it im ready to be a father..hope so(if you know what im trying to let you know ) :)