just like

this is the story where there is one who will always go to the opposite ways of the world direction there is one who will be the misfortune for everything that happen to him there is one who will be on your side no matter who the fuck are you , he dont give a damn bout others cause all he will think about was you all the time yet you left . and he keep on smiling to the cold world who said he will never gonna make it and he once try to prove the world that he made it but you spoil it,well again he the one who eat all those word from the world, serve him right. he not trying to kill he not trying to sell drug he not trying to make the world a batter place cause yet every single time he know he is just a normal human try to live like others being normal yet at the end of every part he knows that he cant be normal cause maybe he was born to be special, he try to convince himself that he is somekind of special creature made by God for some good reason and every single day he thankful for it,but again another day another badness born for him, but yet still for another tomorrow he keep on create another smile on his face,and he will keep on walking untill his God say enough of walking for him but as long as that things not happen he will try to make something special to the space around him so everything feel batter for his present in others life,he try to fits on the time that was never being his and always being others but he fight for himself and he know the right to fight for it cause at the end he gonna fight just for it no matter what he is the one cause time is something he cant stop "kun faya kun" this is not the story bout he trying to be a hero on any life this is not a story bout he failed on his on life this is not a story to prove that the world being buyers to him but this is a story bout a smile that make him who he is tomorrow cause if once he believe there will be no smile for tomorrow,everything around him will be torn apart, 'just like before'

changes

its like from monday comes tuesday and tuesday comes wednesday and after all,day by day life change us and everything around us,even if we not noticed it day by day afterward is not like day by day before . . all the time we had is hangout and conquer the world claiming its ours . . running trough the darkest night a longer dark journey is the one we like more then the day that shine bright,even if we not noticed,day by day we change from our to us and from us to we and from to me,im not afraid of losing it but i live that kindda life for so long and now when its not there any more it feel awkward a long night . . i guess cause we all grew older and this is the hardest time to get trough so yea me too,gaining age is simple but trough age is harder the the word hard it self, from the only problems of the day is going to school now come the bigger responsibility that we hold and cant let go of it, but i just dont wanna die when the only person who know im dying is my officemate which is NERD and crying when others burying me,i hope when the time comes there is someone who will rise up the right hand and looking to the skies that they will bring along my spirits with them day by day till the end . . oh yea,wife . i dont know when but its something that i can start to plan right now cause them all had a strong based when im still fight for it . . but yea only God know but it so yea i just go with the flow,fight for it but let God decide it for me :) BUT WHEN THE DAY COMES,JUST DONT CRY ON MY FUNERAL, KEEP MY SPIRITS INSIDE YOU LIVE DAY AFTER DAY. hell yeah(Y)