this is freak!

x taw la aku atau kau,for sure aku anggap kau freak kau anggap aku freak..but the point is i dont care any single word from you moron just go away,you know there are billions of female in this world? why should i care just for one..

sound

eh bodo,jgn nk menyusahkan aku la..g jahanam la kalau kau stakat nk keco kau igt aku ni 4 tahun ke nk sondol pinggang kau tiap hari mintak perhatian..aku manusia la bodo tuhan ada kasi aku otak gak..kau ckp pakai mulut x ley ke?x de mulut?bisu? akal ada x nk guna len kali kau bagi la akal kau bg anjing mkn..so skang tekejut kau dah abis so kau boleh pergi jahanam...cibai

dedicated

i dedicated this wrote to all the fallows friends,best man,brother,life saver,known and all wish that you will always walk straight and never look on badsides..keep on walking,never stop till you reach the end always look up and pray to god to guide you..god always listen to you do goods to god if you wanna be love by god..always belive to god cause god always there with us..keep on spent your life with the love one,keep on fight for what your rights..dont stop dont ever turn back..may god be with you

when

when im stil here im just hope that later someone will take care my mom,when im still here i praying that mama will be always looking at me,when im still here i wish that she always guide me and protect me everyday,when im still here i hope that she know amir love her,when im still here i know that life is short for a servant that forget his god but when im not here anymore i hope that mama is waiting for with a smile that she make everyday..i will always love you

dare

when im sitting,i know god watching me..when im make a move i know god judging me..when im praying to god i know that god hear it..when blink on god i know god have plans for me when im think of god i know that im just a humble servant that wait for the punishment.surrounded by hell and fast life,im set my mind everyday to be a better person,to be a good son to be love to someone. im willing to sacrifice the life i had for mama,im will to be punish now so i can be with her after,im willing to erase others and anything for her cause to me she is god sent for my automatic wings so im not flying to the deepest dark hell of demon..please god,help my mother guide me to your light,the light that blessed the light that will make me always be beside my mother..you know that in this moment i just had her with me i just had you for me..and things that happen is to ashamed for me say it with my mouth that you are my god..in a while,please let me to love two person in a time so it could be my wall to stop me from fall down to hell..please bless me for her be apart of me and please light me god to your way..amin

sampai bila

bukan ke kiri bukan ke kanan langsung tiada yang boleh aku anggap jalan yang sepatutnya aku pilih..sampai bila aku harus dikuis ketepi,sampai bila ingin mengangap ku pembahagi jalan dilanggar tak menyalak tapi suatu hari dia boleh jadi penyebab kau ke neraka..tiada langsung yang boleh bagi aku erti yang tepat.mungkin percubaan baru aku untuk terbang pula akan mengajar aku terbang..she so calm she a good adviser she is really simple and for me that is the amazing thing ever happen to a woman..

hope and wishes

night slowing stars glowing skies step to brighter life getting weaker step seems faster make things end quickly hope tomorrow nicer then today wish i can trough tomorrow with more stronger hope to see you soon sun wish i would lay down and fall to sleep easier.fans swinging let my body feel the comfortness of night so saturday is enough to hit the limits of human days..wish you were here always by next to me.wish i had someone to let me say that i love her hope you had a nice rest and will remember bout me when you awake this morning..cloudy not always forever to us cause i know tomorrow will be bright as it can be.

if

i dont know if it post wit time to but seriously things going up side down now..i cant sleep i i dont know what i can do now lots of things seems to be not okay and like im walking to a cold winter alone without any one to hold..lots of things make no sense to me..i feel like i lose in a war..what the hell is going on with me..i just need it to be simple as it could be but things going to be so complicated and make no sense at all..funny to say that i feel comfort and really alive and i dont know it seems so perfect.maybe im just a crazy lunatic but things being so suck..i dont know im so crazy right now..crazy cause thinking of you..i know it sucks but that is me,im human and i can filter this feeling towards you..i feel so horrible..its the first time i bought a flower..not even to my mom..funny huh? :) stupid me..sometimes even you not even make a single move on a day i just not feeling any people say ego and being so stupid to text i think that time you never taught bout me and ya maybe you not even wanna think bout it but its automatically be in me..it just natural steps of my daily life right now..i know it is really crazy when i pray i never forget to pray bout your happiness your healthy and i can take care of you but it is not so stupid right..im crazy thinking of you i know it sounds so stupid but that is the fact that happened right now..im a simple person so things will be so simple as it could be..but things has being so mess up when it comes to part like this..i know that God are there somewhere and know bout this,please God please,let me be in that box inside her..please,im bagging you