mindless

hatred is the pain,friendship in my vein.cruel life we didnt taught came to your soul.aim for the things you need not things you want cause life is bout what we need dont spent to much and things that just mass up your life..lucky for you cause you still had a time that you still know that you are usefull to someone,for me? i dont know what i worth for walking at this world that not where i belong,im too dirty for this place im not in the same level as you are i am dumb as person can be by what you said,i am steelhead as you need,you said im nothing like the others.but wait had you remember that you are the one who told me old this?you are the one who never show me love as what i need you are the one who always busy with your fucking work with excuses that you wanna raise me like others but you forgot to raise me with love.im not the one who just think bout what i wanna wear next years or what top college i wanna go with..i just wanna spent natural time smiling laughing hanging around with you pull ourself to the happiness i just want to feel how others being love by a person like you i just want to know how is happiness can be i can see the price of the sky but i dont need it cause i just wanna earn a coin for you to be always sitting in my heart and let me know that you always be there on whatever things i do and forgive my wrong change it right,scold me for right just not yell of devil promise me love not just psp im grown and i wanna you to know that i miss the old you before that always there when i dleed in the open wound and getting a breakfast not money to eat by myself there is where the drug come from,the breakfast money that you give me.untill i open my eyes with my own self to think that drug is not the of life untill i know that hanging around with nothing to aim is fucking bullshit fucking chicks is a sinfull things..i learn it my self..you had ever advise for the wrong things cause you never being there when im wrong.you know nothing about me..NOTHING!! and yet i still proud of you even im crying casue you are the person who give me birth and that is the things that just keep me belive in you that someday you will love me as i need not just what you think that you now cause what you give now is not enough even you give me all the money cause what i need is priceless..it is not for sale cause what i need is you make me belive that you are around me in myheart and i belive you were there so i had a guts to wake up tomorrow not like now im just like a fucking zombie that dont know what i can be next day..thaink for it im not gonna ask for ten thousand im i dont want your money i dont want your wealthy..i just want your attention and beliving me that you are always there for me..may god bless you