yaya

hey!kalau nk sebenar nyer boleh tapi,i x penah pikir lak friendship ni kene dibalas.i taught you been honest all the time,but strongly i am wrong.am i right? i taught that we will look up each other,sekurang-kurangnya i mati-mati ingat you ikhlas but yea i totally wrong 100%..look am i..i x taw la kalau you think bout this,kalau nk sebenarnya i dah ada amy so why im suppose to do so this and all the other stuff..based on what you think? i dont know i guess im ruin enough to think that i still can stand.i dont know what else to do,you just can see me smile but you do not know lots of thing bout me know..what else amy not here for me and i taught i have buddies that close to me that can advise me know things bout me but i just,i dont know..open your eyes clearly,this is what happen when i apprericiate friend to much..i dont know i guess i just have too walk alone again.. :)

no hope

cover and block by the routine and all those burden that been pass to us even they look at us that trying to learn crawling.dont mad and frust to them cause we are the one who must forget to crawl just learn to run..held you head fire up your spirits just dont place it at atlantic..just wish the neglected will stop toward us cause im dont for it no more..im controlling myself and i strife for my self.by the naked gun like a shoot cause river of blood is flowing out of the place,just come from envy of what luck brought the beside you and yourself.you killed that person make you kill your self,you suppose to wait cause yours is next.you build your own pain and blame the world of not being for true and nature.why should you do this why you make this as the same like them born the sickeness to earn profit of thw own vaccine..please forgive others and try to forgive yourself.

mindless

hatred is the pain,friendship in my vein.cruel life we didnt taught came to your soul.aim for the things you need not things you want cause life is bout what we need dont spent to much and things that just mass up your life..lucky for you cause you still had a time that you still know that you are usefull to someone,for me? i dont know what i worth for walking at this world that not where i belong,im too dirty for this place im not in the same level as you are i am dumb as person can be by what you said,i am steelhead as you need,you said im nothing like the others.but wait had you remember that you are the one who told me old this?you are the one who never show me love as what i need you are the one who always busy with your fucking work with excuses that you wanna raise me like others but you forgot to raise me with love.im not the one who just think bout what i wanna wear next years or what top college i wanna go with..i just wanna spent natural time smiling laughing hanging around with you pull ourself to the happiness i just want to feel how others being love by a person like you i just want to know how is happiness can be i can see the price of the sky but i dont need it cause i just wanna earn a coin for you to be always sitting in my heart and let me know that you always be there on whatever things i do and forgive my wrong change it right,scold me for right just not yell of devil promise me love not just psp im grown and i wanna you to know that i miss the old you before that always there when i dleed in the open wound and getting a breakfast not money to eat by myself there is where the drug come from,the breakfast money that you give me.untill i open my eyes with my own self to think that drug is not the of life untill i know that hanging around with nothing to aim is fucking bullshit fucking chicks is a sinfull things..i learn it my self..you had ever advise for the wrong things cause you never being there when im wrong.you know nothing about me..NOTHING!! and yet i still proud of you even im crying casue you are the person who give me birth and that is the things that just keep me belive in you that someday you will love me as i need not just what you think that you now cause what you give now is not enough even you give me all the money cause what i need is priceless..it is not for sale cause what i need is you make me belive that you are around me in myheart and i belive you were there so i had a guts to wake up tomorrow not like now im just like a fucking zombie that dont know what i can be next day..thaink for it im not gonna ask for ten thousand im i dont want your money i dont want your wealthy..i just want your attention and beliving me that you are always there for me..may god bless you

walk

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to all that lead me the way,thanks so fucking alot man,may god bless your way and always with you. .family. kadang-kadang adik beradik sendiri pun boleh bergaduh,ini kan lagi macam ni,please no heart feeling okay,the time is tic - toc-ing,so use with till you cant use it anymore

oh ya,this one is for you too

okay lets make it clear okay,im not that kindda people who kept my anger for so long and sometimes i past the good thing and i can make people around he so happy and feeling so specials but sometimes it turns bad,just dont asking for too much caused based on the past that you wanna say if you not there i even dont mind actually so dont make that simple little tiny things such a matters for you to fire up your anger,what im trying you to know here is that it just not you want the explainations,come on!it a solid things i have sent it at your blog a comment and that is it,i repeat it again the same questions but after a few second i dont get the answer,what the hell is that?okay i try to chill i ask it again i dont if you noticed it or not but come on!! im trying to settle up the things that i have ever told you before times times at klcc,am i right?the you ask again i try calm my self and say the truth,but yea still act like you just want to fire it up back.oh yea if you forget it just a simple question that you run away actually;DO YOU WANT TO STARTS THE WAR BACK OR BEGINS THE NEW BOOKS? thats it..is it hard?and one more thing,reduce your ego

amy nadia

amy,we pay the great cost of not hearing to the ruled..and you were cheating..so i guess this is a lesson to us that rules made to be followed.rather i like it or not you are her daughter so you must do as what she said and yeah,its true..so we have to get trough this things..but that time im stuck in the middle of situations.as a mother she will be worried if her daughter is not suppose at the place she should be but yea i can treat her like my mother and at the same time you are my only one so i have to kisten to both of you i try but i cant..so i choose for amy nadia.but the only things that keep on bothering me today is why that everything should be that hard?just look you were not going out to often and you were peform well on your study.but your mom still use the same force to controlling you like you are a expensive parsian "cat" and not more to daughter.she know me she get use to me she talk to me and i think if anything she even know how to contact me.but she kept her at the home and then at her sister house just dont wanna teach a lesson? that is the most unacceptable things.amy just came out to see me for bout 4 to 5 hours just for celebrating my birthday.based on logical,you kept her in the cage bout several years and im just using it for 4 to 5 hours and that could be a matters? come on!take a look around,you were totally damn busy,and for your informations,i am really dead serious with her,so what suppose you think i can do?rape her?in your dream?im totally love her and yeah,if she is with me i do not even take a look at her,i will do anything to make sure she is well,good,fine,happy and anything the best for her.but the headline her is the person who mad at me at myspace."bustard".hey babe,dont just type that word and sent to me at myspace,say it to myface.you just look at the plastic beg,you even dont know what is inside so fuck your self off.you just being a stupid crazy lunatic in the middle of a gunfight.wether you on which side you still gonna get shoot by my gun or amy mother guns..noticed that..

sid the sloth

the most interesting character ever..the word how he pronounce is so interesting and make me laugh..and i think ice age 3 is outstandingly a good movie to watch..rudy character that so mysterious make people wanna know how he look even you can see the toys at mcdonalds.buck is superbly great on his own of playing with rudy..ill give 4.5 over 5..

bull's eye!

and i had pay the rest,it kindda great watching movie alone but my mouth never say to beside me,why? cause i had no friend.really? yeah! most of them are at U and im stuck here with??? idk.. so in future,i must used with it.. :)