theres only one bad day

if you had this kind of relationship,please stick with it..you can imagine if she are your size godd!! she is really beautiful..keep her in a room with food one a day and 7 glass of water each day..cucumber,onion and boil egg..you will see her next 2 years as a beautiful girl ever..trust me!

think with brain

just let me walk,just be happy if you see me walking..its not easy,to have a heart that completely cured in a month..but just let me see the world..just let me smile just let me laugh just let me be positive,why keep on blocking me keep me in the small dark room alone with no chances to see light,isit what i deserved after all i did? are god never take me back as God servant? do anyone have believe in me? can i trust the faith that had will be this way? will god forever blocking any light to me?

Lots of time i been thinking of it,i dont care if im not happy if i cant smile if i cant have the happiness ever in this world but never make others that still have faith in you down,

hopeless for me to believe that there is still a chance for me to prove that i useless to mymom,i dont know its horrible but i dont think that she can see me happy like she told me,"you dont have to pay back all those things i had gave to you,use it wisely i just want to see you smile at the end even im not there at your side anymore..could you be heartless to ruin just that one needed from your mother that give you birth? think it twice..think with brain

this is freak!

x taw la aku atau kau,for sure aku anggap kau freak kau anggap aku freak..but the point is i dont care any single word from you moron just go away,you know there are billions of female in this world? why should i care just for one..

sound

eh bodo,jgn nk menyusahkan aku la..g jahanam la kalau kau stakat nk keco kau igt aku ni 4 tahun ke nk sondol pinggang kau tiap hari mintak perhatian..aku manusia la bodo tuhan ada kasi aku otak gak..kau ckp pakai mulut x ley ke?x de mulut?bisu? akal ada x nk guna len kali kau bagi la akal kau bg anjing mkn..so skang tekejut kau dah abis so kau boleh pergi jahanam...cibai

dedicated

i dedicated this wrote to all the fallows friends,best man,brother,life saver,known and all wish that you will always walk straight and never look on badsides..keep on walking,never stop till you reach the end always look up and pray to god to guide you..god always listen to you do goods to god if you wanna be love by god..always belive to god cause god always there with us..keep on spent your life with the love one,keep on fight for what your rights..dont stop dont ever turn back..may god be with you

when

when im stil here im just hope that later someone will take care my mom,when im still here i praying that mama will be always looking at me,when im still here i wish that she always guide me and protect me everyday,when im still here i hope that she know amir love her,when im still here i know that life is short for a servant that forget his god but when im not here anymore i hope that mama is waiting for with a smile that she make everyday..i will always love you

dare

when im sitting,i know god watching me..when im make a move i know god judging me..when im praying to god i know that god hear it..when blink on god i know god have plans for me when im think of god i know that im just a humble servant that wait for the punishment.surrounded by hell and fast life,im set my mind everyday to be a better person,to be a good son to be love to someone. im willing to sacrifice the life i had for mama,im will to be punish now so i can be with her after,im willing to erase others and anything for her cause to me she is god sent for my automatic wings so im not flying to the deepest dark hell of demon..please god,help my mother guide me to your light,the light that blessed the light that will make me always be beside my mother..you know that in this moment i just had her with me i just had you for me..and things that happen is to ashamed for me say it with my mouth that you are my god..in a while,please let me to love two person in a time so it could be my wall to stop me from fall down to hell..please bless me for her be apart of me and please light me god to your way..amin

sampai bila

bukan ke kiri bukan ke kanan langsung tiada yang boleh aku anggap jalan yang sepatutnya aku pilih..sampai bila aku harus dikuis ketepi,sampai bila ingin mengangap ku pembahagi jalan dilanggar tak menyalak tapi suatu hari dia boleh jadi penyebab kau ke neraka..tiada langsung yang boleh bagi aku erti yang tepat.mungkin percubaan baru aku untuk terbang pula akan mengajar aku terbang..she so calm she a good adviser she is really simple and for me that is the amazing thing ever happen to a woman..

hope and wishes

night slowing stars glowing skies step to brighter life getting weaker step seems faster make things end quickly hope tomorrow nicer then today wish i can trough tomorrow with more stronger hope to see you soon sun wish i would lay down and fall to sleep easier.fans swinging let my body feel the comfortness of night so saturday is enough to hit the limits of human days..wish you were here always by next to me.wish i had someone to let me say that i love her hope you had a nice rest and will remember bout me when you awake this morning..cloudy not always forever to us cause i know tomorrow will be bright as it can be.

if

i dont know if it post wit time to but seriously things going up side down now..i cant sleep i i dont know what i can do now lots of things seems to be not okay and like im walking to a cold winter alone without any one to hold..lots of things make no sense to me..i feel like i lose in a war..what the hell is going on with me..i just need it to be simple as it could be but things going to be so complicated and make no sense at all..funny to say that i feel comfort and really alive and i dont know it seems so perfect.maybe im just a crazy lunatic but things being so suck..i dont know im so crazy right now..crazy cause thinking of you..i know it sucks but that is me,im human and i can filter this feeling towards you..i feel so horrible..its the first time i bought a flower..not even to my mom..funny huh? :) stupid me..sometimes even you not even make a single move on a day i just not feeling any people say ego and being so stupid to text i think that time you never taught bout me and ya maybe you not even wanna think bout it but its automatically be in me..it just natural steps of my daily life right now..i know it is really crazy when i pray i never forget to pray bout your happiness your healthy and i can take care of you but it is not so stupid right..im crazy thinking of you i know it sounds so stupid but that is the fact that happened right now..im a simple person so things will be so simple as it could be..but things has being so mess up when it comes to part like this..i know that God are there somewhere and know bout this,please God please,let me be in that box inside her..please,im bagging you

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

terbaik!berita ini disebarkan pada pagi raya,raya pada hari ini dibatalkan..esok baru raya..hahahha pagi raya dah masuk angin..lemau gila..lambat gila sial balek kampung..shah alam dah lost

yaya

hey!kalau nk sebenar nyer boleh tapi,i x penah pikir lak friendship ni kene dibalas.i taught you been honest all the time,but strongly i am wrong.am i right? i taught that we will look up each other,sekurang-kurangnya i mati-mati ingat you ikhlas but yea i totally wrong 100%..look am i..i x taw la kalau you think bout this,kalau nk sebenarnya i dah ada amy so why im suppose to do so this and all the other stuff..based on what you think? i dont know i guess im ruin enough to think that i still can stand.i dont know what else to do,you just can see me smile but you do not know lots of thing bout me know..what else amy not here for me and i taught i have buddies that close to me that can advise me know things bout me but i just,i dont know..open your eyes clearly,this is what happen when i apprericiate friend to much..i dont know i guess i just have too walk alone again.. :)

no hope

cover and block by the routine and all those burden that been pass to us even they look at us that trying to learn crawling.dont mad and frust to them cause we are the one who must forget to crawl just learn to run..held you head fire up your spirits just dont place it at atlantic..just wish the neglected will stop toward us cause im dont for it no more..im controlling myself and i strife for my self.by the naked gun like a shoot cause river of blood is flowing out of the place,just come from envy of what luck brought the beside you and yourself.you killed that person make you kill your self,you suppose to wait cause yours is next.you build your own pain and blame the world of not being for true and nature.why should you do this why you make this as the same like them born the sickeness to earn profit of thw own vaccine..please forgive others and try to forgive yourself.

mindless

hatred is the pain,friendship in my vein.cruel life we didnt taught came to your soul.aim for the things you need not things you want cause life is bout what we need dont spent to much and things that just mass up your life..lucky for you cause you still had a time that you still know that you are usefull to someone,for me? i dont know what i worth for walking at this world that not where i belong,im too dirty for this place im not in the same level as you are i am dumb as person can be by what you said,i am steelhead as you need,you said im nothing like the others.but wait had you remember that you are the one who told me old this?you are the one who never show me love as what i need you are the one who always busy with your fucking work with excuses that you wanna raise me like others but you forgot to raise me with love.im not the one who just think bout what i wanna wear next years or what top college i wanna go with..i just wanna spent natural time smiling laughing hanging around with you pull ourself to the happiness i just want to feel how others being love by a person like you i just want to know how is happiness can be i can see the price of the sky but i dont need it cause i just wanna earn a coin for you to be always sitting in my heart and let me know that you always be there on whatever things i do and forgive my wrong change it right,scold me for right just not yell of devil promise me love not just psp im grown and i wanna you to know that i miss the old you before that always there when i dleed in the open wound and getting a breakfast not money to eat by myself there is where the drug come from,the breakfast money that you give me.untill i open my eyes with my own self to think that drug is not the of life untill i know that hanging around with nothing to aim is fucking bullshit fucking chicks is a sinfull things..i learn it my self..you had ever advise for the wrong things cause you never being there when im wrong.you know nothing about me..NOTHING!! and yet i still proud of you even im crying casue you are the person who give me birth and that is the things that just keep me belive in you that someday you will love me as i need not just what you think that you now cause what you give now is not enough even you give me all the money cause what i need is priceless..it is not for sale cause what i need is you make me belive that you are around me in myheart and i belive you were there so i had a guts to wake up tomorrow not like now im just like a fucking zombie that dont know what i can be next day..thaink for it im not gonna ask for ten thousand im i dont want your money i dont want your wealthy..i just want your attention and beliving me that you are always there for me..may god bless you

walk

thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.
thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.
thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.thanks.

to all that lead me the way,thanks so fucking alot man,may god bless your way and always with you. .family. kadang-kadang adik beradik sendiri pun boleh bergaduh,ini kan lagi macam ni,please no heart feeling okay,the time is tic - toc-ing,so use with till you cant use it anymore

oh ya,this one is for you too

okay lets make it clear okay,im not that kindda people who kept my anger for so long and sometimes i past the good thing and i can make people around he so happy and feeling so specials but sometimes it turns bad,just dont asking for too much caused based on the past that you wanna say if you not there i even dont mind actually so dont make that simple little tiny things such a matters for you to fire up your anger,what im trying you to know here is that it just not you want the explainations,come on!it a solid things i have sent it at your blog a comment and that is it,i repeat it again the same questions but after a few second i dont get the answer,what the hell is that?okay i try to chill i ask it again i dont if you noticed it or not but come on!! im trying to settle up the things that i have ever told you before times times at klcc,am i right?the you ask again i try calm my self and say the truth,but yea still act like you just want to fire it up back.oh yea if you forget it just a simple question that you run away actually;DO YOU WANT TO STARTS THE WAR BACK OR BEGINS THE NEW BOOKS? thats it..is it hard?and one more thing,reduce your ego

amy nadia

amy,we pay the great cost of not hearing to the ruled..and you were cheating..so i guess this is a lesson to us that rules made to be followed.rather i like it or not you are her daughter so you must do as what she said and yeah,its true..so we have to get trough this things..but that time im stuck in the middle of situations.as a mother she will be worried if her daughter is not suppose at the place she should be but yea i can treat her like my mother and at the same time you are my only one so i have to kisten to both of you i try but i cant..so i choose for amy nadia.but the only things that keep on bothering me today is why that everything should be that hard?just look you were not going out to often and you were peform well on your study.but your mom still use the same force to controlling you like you are a expensive parsian "cat" and not more to daughter.she know me she get use to me she talk to me and i think if anything she even know how to contact me.but she kept her at the home and then at her sister house just dont wanna teach a lesson? that is the most unacceptable things.amy just came out to see me for bout 4 to 5 hours just for celebrating my birthday.based on logical,you kept her in the cage bout several years and im just using it for 4 to 5 hours and that could be a matters? come on!take a look around,you were totally damn busy,and for your informations,i am really dead serious with her,so what suppose you think i can do?rape her?in your dream?im totally love her and yeah,if she is with me i do not even take a look at her,i will do anything to make sure she is well,good,fine,happy and anything the best for her.but the headline her is the person who mad at me at myspace."bustard".hey babe,dont just type that word and sent to me at myspace,say it to myface.you just look at the plastic beg,you even dont know what is inside so fuck your self off.you just being a stupid crazy lunatic in the middle of a gunfight.wether you on which side you still gonna get shoot by my gun or amy mother guns..noticed that..

sid the sloth

the most interesting character ever..the word how he pronounce is so interesting and make me laugh..and i think ice age 3 is outstandingly a good movie to watch..rudy character that so mysterious make people wanna know how he look even you can see the toys at mcdonalds.buck is superbly great on his own of playing with rudy..ill give 4.5 over 5..

bull's eye!

and i had pay the rest,it kindda great watching movie alone but my mouth never say to beside me,why? cause i had no friend.really? yeah! most of them are at U and im stuck here with??? idk.. so in future,i must used with it.. :)

people never shut up when the time need

1)if you so tall,people will say you unsuitable to be tall.
2)if you so short,people will talk bout your shortness
3)if you so thin,people always envy how you can thin
4)if you so fat,people will laugh why are you so fat
5)if you so beautiful/hansom.miss/mr perfect,people will hate you
6)if you so ugly/yucks.loser/double loser people will say bout you.

what people need? what i think is animal,people do not say that ant is so beautiful or that worm are ugly,right?the point is when you start been a human,you never stop saying bout other people,and that other people you talking bout is superbly know bout it before you ever see them.they dont need a second people to talk bout what they dont have.i bet you will never open a new topic too say that i am thousand time more ugly then that minachi,dont you?because you are a people that still live at the same safe zone.please dont be so childish,wake up! you are not kids anymore!! open your eyes

here,

what is light without fire
what is cold without wind
what is smile without laughter
what is life without you?

what is step without thinking
what is sleep without dreaming
what is night without darking

what is me without you?
what is you without me?
nothing..

alot..

every second people do think bout the problems they had and most of the time people do deal with probs..sometimes it make you go higher and sometimes it make you feel down.the thing is you need problems in your life but to much probs make you sick,so do solve it one by one.stupid things like you usually do just make you feel sick enough to go on your next day so do solve it right away.the faster the better..things goin not supose to be easy it might be tough so do not panic you are not alone in this worl do ask help from your friend,family,buddies,closest or people you belive they can help you but do not trust them 110% cause they had problem to so you just might burden them so the best things is use the thing what they say it might can be use to solve your problem but hay! you had a brain t think bout it first.do not take it to easy causeyou will never know how tomorrow can be so the better things is you should think bout it nicely so that you can deal with it.remember that there are not just you who had the problem,there are 8 billion people in this world all of them had a problem since they born so if you feeling down bout your problem,just find a things that can cheer you up cause if you deeprest all the day the second day would be worst,lots of prob do make you wanna die but at the same time it make you be more adult to deal with the world so the last word could be..FUCK YA!!

here what i think bout you.

firstly,you still at my top,secondly i do still save your num in active10 and all of sudden you lost without any stupid reason?? what the fuck!! i do seriously regret knowing you at the first place..i dont really care what you think of me right now but instead of losing the person that always there for me i rather make a stupid things like this as long as i know that you are the worst things ever happen to me,im wrong to know at the first place i worng to judge you like a little sister to me im wrong that i can hope for you something but what i do not wrong is i know that am fool enough to know you and im sorry for you that what you cry for all of this is just the simple things that god ever give a test to IT servent so im just could told you that you are the things that can make smile i know you and i spent sometime with you but what do i get is this stupid fucking things..i thing you never learn at school what the meaning of friendship is..there are no such things that with a guy it must be a couple..im sorry to say that you are born to be unmatured.end of the story if you can catch this just want you to know that i dont really know you anymore and dont you ever imagine in your mind my name cause it make me sick..im fucking regret to know you..seriously.

kalau boleh

kalau boleh aku nk tidur tepat pada masanya
kalau boleh account aku ada duet 9 angka
kalau boleh aku nak makan m&m time bangun tidur
kalau boleh rumah aku dengan amy dekat
kalau boleh aku ada bugerking blakang umah
kalau boleh aku nak jadi invinsable
kalau boleh aku nak tembus dinding
kalau boleh aku nk hypnotise orang

tapi,kalau boleh aku nk dia slalu ada masa untuk aku
tapi ceritanya sekarang kalau boleh


*mama

such a lonely day

im asking for my lonely day for a day
i mean im asking for a day without anyone call my name
ask for any help or even text me
just stay in my bedroom hearing to nice song
and smoking a cigar and write my piece of creative things
on a sheet of paper and not hear any telephone beeps
i really need that in my conditions right now

i do wanna some space just for me
study was as bad as i taught i got none of old friend from the same school
the new ofcourse who starts since 2007
where they go? they still here
and abandon each other
why? because this is the life they choose
just hope the best for you guys

trough the blue june

glow the mericle that always do
she keep on do it how and who
even she cant see me trough
she still trust me even she not around me
she is strong to do this stuff
making me trust her that she never lie
she always smile even there no light on us
trying to calm me even there is a storm infront
always knew that i can trough it
make me feel being love even by her voice
she had a strong heart
she meaningful to me
waiting for her do full of tries
make feel like wanna die
but she always keep me smile
as she knew that we will in sync

smile

start as a seed by grace of god
a pair of couple were married
they had just a daughter
then,on july 11th 1991
after a fight to bring a new life
HAFIZ SYAMIR was cry
he is a loud screamer says her mother
he bring out the new smile to the oldies
they teach him how to manage time
but he cant follow it
they teach him how to walk
he already in the run
they teach him to talk
he already rapping
they teach him to pray
but he only know to play
they ask him to be a good son
he just ignore of it
now he are suffering
without knowledge and anything to hold
he being push to the mud without any hope.
for a while a light came off
he wonder what was it all about
he try to convince that it is time
to make a change
to stand up and fight
he know all that left is to face the light
and when he look up she is his mother smile
stand up my son
you journey is to far
dont give up now
there no point for you to look down
come i show you the path.
for all what ive done
she still there helping me to stand up
she always knew that there a chance for me
she she still provide me with happiness
she never treat me bad
she always smile inside when i do wrong
she fix me when im down
i hope she always hold my hand
and get me trough the rain
the only thing is for me to change
and with all that noble women
i will stand up back and fight for her
she is the best things ever happened to me
she is the light
and she is my mother