im being lunatic lately,and yea i realized it now..what the fuck i just dont know what is going om with me,shit things always happen and yea everytime it come i will try to suits myself in the situation cause yea i've lost alot lately but i still standing maybe it just another exam for me from god well i guess i just have to survive it too..being me is like being i dont know kindda hard but yea,i choose to learn hard then easy..lots of mine had crashing down and its me who will pick up the pieces that broken..well yea humiliation is my friends too right now..i guess i will get used of it..losing a level of things won't break my heart..its cool im fine with something like that..the matter of things is how can i be more creative to pass all the test i will face..running away just make it be team up so while it still early let me fight it one by one..fighter for my life too exhausted but still had to stand cause its my duties its my family i hold its my future i grab so if its not me then who wanna stand for it? well smile always help me fake it out front of you.. so keep smiling
