just let me walk,just be happy if you see me walking..its not easy,to have a heart that completely cured in a month..but just let me see the world..just let me smile just let me laugh just let me be positive,why keep on blocking me keep me in the small dark room alone with no chances to see light,isit what i deserved after all i did? are god never take me back as God servant? do anyone have believe in me? can i trust the faith that had will be this way? will god forever blocking any light to me?
Lots of time i been thinking of it,i dont care if im not happy if i cant smile if i cant have the happiness ever in this world but never make others that still have faith in you down,
hopeless for me to believe that there is still a chance for me to prove that i useless to mymom,i dont know its horrible but i dont think that she can see me happy like she told me,"you dont have to pay back all those things i had gave to you,use it wisely i just want to see you smile at the end even im not there at your side anymore..could you be heartless to ruin just that one needed from your mother that give you birth? think it twice..think with brain
