hope

if you dont know,i hope for things to happen.if you dont know i wish we never met and i got to know you from the first once again.if you dont know,i hope theres no black memories between us in past.if you dont know,im sorry to say i love you on the lunatic past life i had,it was a horrible mistake..thats all i wanna you to know and i hope you there

head

im trying to know what i mean actually so im seeking to know me,i search it but i couldnt find it.Why things happen with any siren? why should people go without saying goodbye? i dont wanna lose them but things keep on happening.Life is too short so make it while you breath so that you will not regret when you alone.I wish i could make things better for them but as long as i not needed there who cares where i wanna be,right? i wanna go all out and wanna be anyone i one as long as i know who i am.things grabbed one hand never enough why should i be greedy? it could not make me happy when im alone,isit?why should be me that so important? i dont wanna be one so why should i care bout me? i rather care bout you i rather care bout them but i think bout me.I just let things past over so that i can step over.why should i hold on the dead end? just turn around and find a bright ways that always waiting for me to go trough it.Life isnt fair? why you talk bout it? you know it cause of the consequence from the dark past so let things be that way,leave your car there get a cab and build a new car.they can help but im the one who fight for myself.be strong a fighter in your life even others dont know bout it be proud of who you are cause you got me.from hafiz syamir to hafiz syamir

us

you will know something that we dont have is not that our weakness to be shame of.something made up for a reason.maybe you just need to pull off another trigger and start a new shoot.losing is something sad but crying is something bad dont blame thing that past,blaming it makes you look like a person who not thankfull to the life they had before and present..when people says dont take life so hard is not mean that you always playing around or have to be enjoy without anything to think off,it something you should understand that life is too short and crying bout it just like you scratch to an open wound..it just make things worst..you should pull up your face saying that something happened for a reason and i should take it as a guide so that i will not lose again some other time..i wish by writing this make my heart feels well..god bless me :)