when

when im stil here im just hope that later someone will take care my mom,when im still here i praying that mama will be always looking at me,when im still here i wish that she always guide me and protect me everyday,when im still here i hope that she know amir love her,when im still here i know that life is short for a servant that forget his god but when im not here anymore i hope that mama is waiting for with a smile that she make everyday..i will always love you

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when im sitting,i know god watching me..when im make a move i know god judging me..when im praying to god i know that god hear it..when blink on god i know god have plans for me when im think of god i know that im just a humble servant that wait for the punishment.surrounded by hell and fast life,im set my mind everyday to be a better person,to be a good son to be love to someone. im willing to sacrifice the life i had for mama,im will to be punish now so i can be with her after,im willing to erase others and anything for her cause to me she is god sent for my automatic wings so im not flying to the deepest dark hell of demon..please god,help my mother guide me to your light,the light that blessed the light that will make me always be beside my mother..you know that in this moment i just had her with me i just had you for me..and things that happen is to ashamed for me say it with my mouth that you are my god..in a while,please let me to love two person in a time so it could be my wall to stop me from fall down to hell..please bless me for her be apart of me and please light me god to your way..amin