Wednesday, June 30, 2010

since

have you think bout that someone that so perfect and you know its something that you wanna work on for something good for a batter future but you dont have a word bout her..its feel like when you seeing her making you feel speechless and move-less..everything feel abnormal..dont know i feel like i dont wanna be me that now and wanna be me the other one..but that me had destroy my life since first..im want to be me for you and future i want you with me,can i have you? can we meet for just once? and i will do all i can to replace my feeling for you to paste in somewhere inside you..batter be in good place..did you feel like its that moment she is about everything you need that time? you wanna eat she enough as your for you wanna breath she is enough air for you..maybe life is not just bout us :)

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

well

better smile then cry cause everything bout cry is making me sick..nothing i can be proud of my yesterday so i will prepare myself for tomorrow..wish me luck

play

business franchising starts to playing around my head right now..its kindda awesome study for a main and dessert course of my life..the dessert is actually bout business and having fun,so just pop out my head bout franchising so it will be cool..unluckily malaysia dont have anywhere that had a business franchising that i can take it just a short course that got no strong certificate..damn damn damn..its kindda good things to think bout it again cause i heard bout it on news yesterday that soon malaysia gonna be franchising hub at southeast asia..so it will be lots of things to work on to..so i've decide that im going for it maybe will be taking business courses we will see how things going.. so wish me luck

hey

haha dont know she always look that beautiful i dont know maybe to me or maybe someone else too but her character was way beyond your imagination bout her when you first meet her..she the coolest person i ever meat and she is about everything possible in my life maybe someone else too but its cool everything bout it..the move the talk the extreme the risk taker the not so sissy kind the not so ask for sleep girl the simple the everything bout her was so cool..but yea when a fall had occur you cant know the deferent between goods and bads but yea as my eyes satisfied is cool..what the hell im start to think bout something between the words LO and VE..damn that things is fucking stupid right now in my mind but i think bout it more then twice when i saw her..fak fak fak stop dreaming kids..

Monday, June 28, 2010

just

so i dont know what happened to your brain and you think its funny and cool? yea its sober but after 12 hours sleep im damn to tired and planting anger inside cause of anything..im hungry and everything i dont need your stupid nonsense thing that you things is cool..wake up watch around dude..wash your mouth before i clean it up..see your place before shooting others..dont be afool at all time you might get bomb..just use brain sometimes

dream


is something that you count on when its to heavy to blink your eyes..its something that you will make it happen no matter what situation you are..dream is a beautiful arts of mind good dream will bring your emotion to another level bad dream will teach you bout something depends on which country you live but malaysian the opposite..well guess what? it also can kill you by shocking things your mind pop out of and dreaming while you driving..so please dont dream and drive..you still can smoke and fly.. hahhaha :)

Sunday, June 27, 2010

waste

it was just a was of money and heart beat..damn if only i dont have that clumsy reaction..it suppose to be nothing,men! its so stupid..so i get the point there and i will improve it..all the time before i was always lucky and this small thing make me realize that i was wrong before..it should be nothing..just a matter of time he was there..dammit! wishing is all i have but there nothing i can do its totally my fault..dammit! so regret bout it just a waste of money..luckily he got no injuries..if not its something else to be solve..but yea just have to straight myself up..stupid!

count

1,2,3 mandi..chot chot chot...1,2,3 siap..puff puff puff...1,2,3 jalan..tek tek tek...1,2 makan dulu...nasi minyak la doh takan nk tunggu gak..hahahhaha

go


away we go is the new band that growing in to my mind now..ray the vocal always in the playground of my mind..she is super hot girl i ever see in my entire life..damn!


weak end

I miss your green sheets so,
But I'm done keeping tabs on who comes and who goes,
I'm missing the perfume of your pillows,
And I wish you knew how much I needed your home,
I miss your green sheets so,
Everything, the purfume of your pillows


Is there something wrong with me,
Do your eyes miss everything,
I've been ripping off layers of skin,
Trying to find a way to get back in,
To get back in,
I need to get back in,
I need to get back in.


Those eyelashes that block out the clouds,
And your teeth,
That I'd rather have inside my mouth,
That breathe that beats up my head,
And that laughter you had that's been good at keeping me fed,
You've been keeping me fed.
You've been keeping me fed,
You've been keeping me fed.


Is there something wrong with me,
Do your eyes miss everything,
I've been ripping off layers of skin,
Trying to find a way to get back in,
To get back in,
I need to get back in,
I need to get back in.


Is there something wrong with me,
Do your eyes miss everything,
I've been ripping off layers of skin,
Trying to find a way to get back in,
Is there something wrong with me,
Do your eyes miss everything,
I've been ripping off layers of skin,
Trying to find a way to get back in,
To get back in,
I need to get back in,
I need to get back in.
Is there something wrong with me,
Do your eyes miss everything,
I've been ripping off layers of skin,
Trying to find a way to get back in.

sign

the matter of the things is not how far it will be cause far is not the matter but what's matter is that how long it will be..how beautiful the qualities as its in the far period of times..girls comes and goes money comes and go but family comes never goes..you see,that is the reason why things not as the same when we not around the one we love thing be greater with the burning spirits things be worst with the lack of spirits its always something that will bother our mind on some parts..the truth is we are made for someone and something so life is not that unfair like what it was..it just a matter of time..just a mater of time

Thursday, June 24, 2010

less

is the matter of time it always not enough and always not right.what else you can do cause everything by the Maker..our life have been wrote and how your effort to keep it away that is the fact that will happen..since the day you start crying all of it had been wrote for you once you came out and let go all that you hold..crying is the first thing you do cause you lose what you had now is the time you find and get back what you have lost..things always being A B C not C B A just in the matter of time you have to use it wisely as you can..do it properly cause at the end you dont wanna end craving for something that you have lose..losing is new word for a sickness there is no cure just your action will make an effect so life is not about curing life is about precaution..

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

dash


Belle of the Boulevard

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down
It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg and thinks he's getting close
For now you let him just this once
Just for now
And just like that - it's over

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard for the belle of the boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
That song you softly sing - is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down
It's a long way
Back here you never loved
You've shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over


Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

cry

while you can,cause when it time to smile you will never get time to cry..thinking bout happiness just gonna make you happy..thankfull of what you had and be proud of what you represent cause no one else wanna represent you other then you..life is all about you today and afterlife then it will be the others..they are someone you should represent off cause they are the one who brought you to this world they are the one who pray for you in every prayer they are the reason you still alive..another they are the one who smile for your laugh and cry for your sad..they are the one will sub the first they when they not around they are the cause you fight they are the cause you laugh they are the answer to your question are are your influence..some of us they will be everywhere in our life so "they" all are the one who you should be smile and tears about all day..this is the answer when you were not ready in relation,

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

gonna


be pop punk,post punk power pop and easy listening songs currently now..pause the current before for awhile life is about changing course so anything new would be cool :)

big hole

hahahha dude this pc making my ass feel sick and my tummy cramp..the hell i taught it was a serious thing orsomething damage at the end when i got a called just now it was a tiny matter and just need a bucks to get thing better but have to pay the charge at that place for 20 bucks..godamm,dude that just a waste of time and money..dude im so fucked up for the last few days..lots of thing been delayed..and assignment been added up..have to finish thing by tomorrow..else im be dead..so best wishes fort this stupid things not making any crack things again..amin :)

Sunday, June 20, 2010

how

how many are they? how often it happen? how is it work? how how how? ask your leg how..then my leg can give the answer at your head..ask me ask me again..fucking crap..all your nonsense just make my day worst..just shit off and get the hell out of my mind..i wasnt ask and hoping anything for you just hush and go without any note..really need you to make that move

Saturday, June 19, 2010

hero

dad,i know how you suffer for me and our family i know that you willing to do anything for us and there is nothing for me i can compare with you.you done alot to me as since i was born till now.i know your bad i know you lack but still i love you dad..you are another reason i can see the bad and good now..even less of word came out from you i know that you willing to do anything for me i find it the reason im hard to hate you.ive read the text ive know the bad but what else maybe there a reason for you to do that i hope you stop doing it dad..you are something in this world to me are the the one who make me think i suppose to carry on your duty..ill do everything for you dad..thanks for showing the way i should walk..what else i can do,just hoping the best for you and our family.happy father's day dad

are

something that we should hold on to,is something that we have to think we are everything we are the energy that they get from we are the reason they still there we are the one change the world to a place that not safe..so its not to late to stop support a good tomorrow..atleast there some shine for tomorrow..lets hope for something better in tomorrow

always

again and again and again and again..when will its over..haaaaaaa kid kid kid when will it not be kid? i dont wanna be that kid kid kid..you know that i wanna be somebody..hahhaha please i wanna skip that kid part and be someone more then that kid..

haha

until you get to the level where you can do anything else froze cause nothing..cant think properly and wise and you will do the only think that you thinking off,that is the time you know you going crazy bout something most bout your soulmate but not me..i cant write my future well so thing be worst if i not color it well..it keeps on bothering me ever since and all the time..had already pick up my responsibility so i cant drag other future darken too..the burden is been taught already and it be something you should fight for cause its your family want it or not that is your destiny no matter what..what else? hem nothing just that,im fine with others having things does not make me happy i had a life that full of nothing with a price label but i have something that can be buy by any currency no multi billionaire can bought it..so that make me smile every single morning shines..

outside


I've got to breathe, you can't take that from me
'Cause it's all that you left that's mine
You had to leave and that's all I can see
But you told me your love was blind

I know there are times you're so impossible
That I should sign a waiver
And you will find someone worth walking on
When you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and away it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

There was a day you threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay but since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through

I know there are times you're so impossible
And you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and away it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow

I'll leave when the wind blows
You can scream there's just echoes
I''ll pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
I'll leave but just know

As I lay in solitude, oh what's a boy supposed to do?
I shake the very thought of you, me together I remember
Late nights when I stayed up late all I do is wait and wait
You're never coming home to me, that's the hardest thing to see

I've got to breathe, you can't take that from me
I can finally say we're through

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and away it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow

I'll leave when the wind blows
You can scream there's just echoes
I'll pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
On every face you'll ever know
And everywhere you'll ever go
You'll feel when the wind blows


walk away and never come again thinking of you just making things worst..put you in u life just make things slower,cant walk away can step backward but things just wont change..and i cant do nothing id try and i made it..i hate you..but i need you..

Friday, June 18, 2010

left

Colours


Today,
I'm getting closer to you,
To tell you that I missed you, so much,
The stars are here and the waves were coercive,
These knuckles break before they bleed that I'm sure,
I tried not to drown in the water,
Forgive me for what I've done in the past,

This is the day,
This is our time to we make it right, from right back where we left it,
This is afterlife, we longing for,
The colours of our chemistry

Curses were not from my heart,
It shattered my eyes; I spoke of which I didn't realize,
I overreacted,
Shed no tears anymore

Knives' marks will never be replaced,
No, not in this lifetime,
Breaking promises into pieces,
But I'm here to sweat myself pulling things back together,

Heavens are thin, the speed of the heartbeats
I would have kill myself if you let me to do it
There's nowhere else to go,
Other than you



*ive start to miss you again and start to feel wanna be needed..wanna feel and learn sacrifice again.. :')

view

the crap is always there and never gonna fade away,things should be change cause it never change it self..more to be like you are a simple character that always in my mind all the time more by time you are everywhere in my sight..the plate not gonna be empty when you there the time always running when you inside me..just got this idea directly i think it came from my dream but who i dedicate this phase to? was it somebody new or was it you? life will not give you a straight shot of a good reason..never! but just believe in it cause every things come with a good reason

Thursday, June 17, 2010

so

embarrass to those man who sold the world..you guys just can go die and stop coming to my known life..ever heard the sentence "behind every great man there is a good women" ? THE FIRST WORD SAY BEHIND not infront sissy..fuck

cross

what the fuck i can think about any good things right now..hahhaha fucking shit everything always comes with problem to solve..what else? the brain was like so heavy and should be carry in the trolley..wtf,come on give me some strength to smile..let me win this fucking race..fuck fuck fuck...the fuck everything was an problem to me but not to anyone else around me..so sorry bout everything that missed look at..fucking pressure but yea still have to keep my head up and force my face creating smile..what else life should be other then this..but what else you can do

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

obey

on what you had just set in your mind..just set things so it will had a boarder..from this point to that point it should be a straight line..but you should color it well so it will be look beautiful and interesting..life should be fun cause its short..when it short everything should be fast..just dont waste time..use it wisely in good things..feel it with some joy and winning..goal should not be just one..just stay on the fast track..go catch everything while you can but just remember where the land you stepping on..feel the fast joy

had


had a class but where the lecture? had the lecture but where the student? hahahhaha the student is going lunch already..class? heemmm just tomorrow

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

between


its better something then nothing..even lost i dont care bout the winning cause i never think bout it actually..just wanna gamble my luck but yea in 1000 i will have just 1 luck so i things that time is not my luck so fuck off that time but i dont live on that time for thousand years so move on and wish me luck in future..just use yesterday for tomorrow guide dont use tomorrow as yesterday guide..it never gonna works..live in past just make you look like telegraph..

make


-ing somebody else craving for something..things that i remember is i wake up at 7.30 in the morning and waiting for my maid heat the water every single morning cause imma spoil kids that time so ill be waiting with the sleepy face for the water..and she will do the bath work for me..but not on the teeth..i do it myself..she will wear me the kindergarten uniform and i will drink the milk in the bottle..i was just 5..waiting to be accompany to there i will wear shoes myself to..but i never remember the learning part well.. :) hahhaha..skip,back cartoon is the important things in the planet that time..again with some milk watching cartoon...til im 6 years old i can suck the milk and hold it with my feet..cause my hand busy with the stingky pillow..untill i fall to sleep.. was it cool? hahhaha

Monday, June 14, 2010

damn

the man who sold the world,the man who dosnt have any honor for himself..dude! the last things you wanna fight off if women! get it right!! ever heard bout fight bout it? its all about weapon,country,politics,money,wealth,foot ball & wife..there is no such thing as girl..like kurt say you are one of the man who sold the world..wasted

tell

me if you still human..i will laugh who the fuck are you cause i never care bout human who act god..when you still not as weird like eat metal or rock i just eat the same meal every other human had..so i dont give a damn bout what you saying..its all fucking bullshit

was


once i was at that level,once i was there,once i was that bad,once i was no good,once i was a shit,once i was a loser,once i was totally negative but,now i say i still..but i were putting faith desire and hope on good to myself..if you judge your self means you were lie so let other judge what i were..

a)i dont wanna be the same like yesterday
b)ive learn what is good and what is bad
c)bad attitude dont get me nowhere
d)i had too long face drop bout the bad
e) people change,they can why not me?

Sunday, June 13, 2010

it

something that i manage to know about..its an education trough online and its goods..i learn it and i will make a positive move to the world..people say its fine if you dont know the rule but when you know it but you still not follow it,men you sick..even me.. but ive learn and will lead myself.. dear God,please lent me a guide..amin

Saturday, June 12, 2010

the


most tempting lips ever seen.. damn~

dont

wanna be the same person ever again,i had to pull the responsibility right now..be someone that people can count off,the old me was a shit without any good taught and nothing to be proud off..even simple thing cant be solve..ill take all chance to stand and change cause i cant go nowhere with the old attitude,undoubtedly..what ever the consequence i have to take to make things good..life sucks? life never good..but what else you can do? cry and pray for it to be good? naaah,i cant do that..life short life fast you waste it you lost..ive try to get out once before id failed,but not this time..when im say imma do or gonna do i will do no matter dont give a damn..if not now when if not today when? if not right now it will never happen..they say a good man will fight the karma to not be happen again and again..i can see the tomorrow if i stay this way but dude who the fuck wanna be knowing the lost off his own future? thats not my future ill erase it and i will change it..go to hell the other had the life they want now,i dont i know ive lost the first battle and i want to win it back..losing is the best teacher..but loser is a ruiner..

imma do for,
1)for me
2)for her (nor saadah binti haji shukri)
3)my believe
4)for family
5)my self
6)hafiz syamir
7)and me

they are the only person who will be proud and tears for my goal..they are the person i grown up to they are all i fight and lost for..i will change i will stand up for my self..faith is my attacking weapon and hope is my defenses..im ready for the fight to change for the fight to win for the fight for them..not gonna lose again,promise

touch


Serenade
Well I tried my preeminent to win your heart
Will you ever or never see me in your sight?
Don't you let go, the finest cuddle in our lives,
The forgo that we've swallowed from first to last

Contemplating every inch of your madness, lights of your sadness
How wreck was your painfulness
I know its hard being in your shoes, being who you are
Let's turn these agonies to a dazzling jiffy right away
And make the day better as we've never been before

Don't you ever feel jaded, baby?
For what he had done to you despondently

This is my last serenade for you
Don't turn your back on me now and never
Don't you leave me here alone!

I'm sorry I didn't meant to yelled at you
It's just that I'm worried that you will leave me again
We can make this happen, darling I promise you
You just have to believe in me and we'll work things out
(Somehow, I know that you still love me)

my


love now is on surfing surfboard finns leach..my love is about wave and beach and i wanna make it profitable :) thats all my aim right now..how and why that only me should be think off.. :) i dont give a fuck what you wanna say

a.m


get me believe that i can do something that can make me sleep by night..it was fun before but it not anymore when you always on the fun road by night,rest is a word to be use everyday..left it behind always was kindda pfft men,its painful..i think maybe vampire will impress if they know who am i..i really wish i can be a normal human like other human being..

what

make a good man walks on the desert? what make a prince be at the market? what make a billionaire pray? what make a rich man fasting? what make poor man alms? what make people smile? HUMBLE why cant you be polite? why cant you be nice? why cant you be good to others? were you better then everyone else? were you richer then billionaire? were you smarter then genius? were you beautiful then others? are you good enough to be promise heaven? then HUMBLE are another way

Friday, June 11, 2010

rain


you lent the pain you take it back,
you watch me trough all the sad
i hear the sound but i cant count
you all over let me feel the bless
like the water flow through the river
wont let it flow trough my eyes
but rain just come dont go
wash away all the sorrow
but life cant be this fucking sorrow
just let me be on tomorrow
but if you go dont let me freeze
just let me feel the last breeze

in 7min only..hahahha rain just make feel sleepy :)

Thursday, June 10, 2010

bola



Ooooooh Wooooooh

Give me freedom, give me fire, give me reason, take me higher
See the champions, take the field now, unify us, make us feel proud
In the streets our head are liftin’, as we lose our inhibition,
Celebration it surrounds us, every nations, all around us

Singin forever young, singin songs underneath that sun
Lets rejoice in the beautifull game.
And together at the end of the day.

WE ALL SAY

When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes

Oooooooooooooh woooooooooohh hohoho

Give you freedom, give you fire, give you reason, take you higher
See the champions, take the field now, unify us, make us feel proud
In the streets our head are liftin’, as we lose our inhibition,
Celebration, it surrounds us, every nations, all around us

Singin forever young, singin songs underneath that sun
Lets rejoice in the beautifull game.
And toghetter at the end of the day.

WE ALL SAY

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes

Wooooooooo Ohohohoooooooo ! OOOoooooh Wooooooooo

WE ALL SAY !

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes

Wooo hooooo hohohohoooooo

And everybody will be singing it

Wooooooooo ohohohooooo

And we are all singing it


when

its time to go then what else you can do? go lahh macha! always ask for something that you already know..hadoyai..just be prepare cause everything is never in our control..its on our choose but we never can control it thats why theres a God..have you see god? you know bout god? you can see god with your naked eyes..cause god just can be feel by our believe eyes..we never know when god will say come,so get ready for more actions by the live or death..yaAllah,forgive my sins either its big or small even in conscious or unconscious..lent me guide so i not going to the darkside and leave you and islam..yaAllah,Muhammad is my prophet and you are my god..have mercy on me and my family trough the rented life..amin

pengambil


you should craving and fucking wait for this movie to came out this years..its fucking T.I paul walker and chris brown motherfuker..it should be and epic super fucking movie this year and not much to say fucking better then that stupid fucking twilight saga..goddammit!!




Wednesday, June 9, 2010

i

dont know how to feel now cause i got none of it.feel dont wanna smile feel dont wanna sad dont wanna talk dont wanna walk dont wanna lay dont wanna move just want something or some one know what i want to say with my mind..what else? a screen,keyboard and a cpu..cool right? hahahah..i can laugh in my mind but you cant see it..that is a coolest thing to had a mind..use it wisely cause lots of other nature dont have it..kindda limited brand of goodness that god give..either conscious or unconscious,but use it for your own good not bring a badness to you..the special case..dont use it to make you look like idiot without a mind while you had..that is a special case you should stay away from..be safe

esp

there they go,sticking six goal to poland mouth..just to show that they can win the world cup..torres make a good work returning from the injuries for the score on the second half..but silva is something that morning..man,he is sick!! hahah awesome..but fabregas always make an awesome job..kudos big bro..


La furia EspaƱola

all

that left is hope and a big smile..what else you can give to the world when they always give you a damn..eat it swallow it feel it accept it cause dude,you are alone in your world..yea you had a family to hold on friends and believe but at the end of the day you will be alone no matter what..smile to the bad consequence from your self..dont say life sucks,life always be good to you just how you pay back to life..karma is our best friends..believe in it

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

wish list

1)any(eps) 6'5 above surfboard(n/s) complete with fins,leach and begs
2)iphone 3g
3)longboard
4)black toyota hilux 2.5g
5)brand new macbook
6)a work

by the end of someday,i will get my own..i promise..ive set my mind..i want it and i will earn it myself..no matter what

never

show the real what you facing what you suffer about..smiling is the last thing i can do..i cant rebel to the things that not walking on the right path.im too old to show it to make it visible to you..i wish i never know you..mann,dont say i never think bout the pain..im in the pain but what else i can do..life is bout something you must bow to with the name on money..damn you do anything for it..tell me..bullshit you wanna say love is bout two heart feeling..so just talk bout what you know..dont talk bout crap that you even never think bout it..i dont have anything to be proud of no money to show it off but yea,i have a family that im proud of,a friends that i can count off and a target that i aim for..a believe that never pull off..amin yarobalalamin

Thursday, June 3, 2010

hit


own face,damn..have you ever wish that..fuck! how do i get this feeling anyway? hahaha kindda funny act,but yeah..thats karma anyway..life is that fucking funny..god! its been awhile i feel like wanna talk to somebody..this kindda weirdo..hahah but like malique said,selagi tak berlaku tawakal..again!

new


this is what im think off,study..finish it up..work on the industries get some grand,take a scuba licence learn more bout SURF!!!!!! shift to place like tioman,cherating,desaru for bout 5-6 years learn and teach bout scuba and SURF..back and do some biss.. ma,when im done at ptpl org nk keje for 20-40 grand than stop and shift near to beach..i wanna surf..SHE: are you sure? yup! SHE: okay terpulang lah.. :) so what in my mind now? you!

what today is all about

how should i say when life is good enough to talk bout,i wish there is anything that seriously went wrong.yea,my life was in good conditions and im fine with it..i had a fun life with full of cool trick and bullshit..well you never wanna go in alife without bullshit..all those things make me learn to break the rule to follow the rule and growing my brain bigger..life sucks without pain..you will be the stupid lame person if you go on life without pain..grew in a life that full of nothing teach me lots of things but yea im still make fun of it miss understand the situation im in but at least im still survive and smile from ear to ear..sick of hearing people talk bout all the bullshit they have and cry bout it..man you're worst than a sissy guy..living in a road where there are family to hold especially noor saadah to be proud of even i just been scold for the late dinner and the only sisters that never miss scold-teach me ever single minute a father on silence in thousand words a nephew a sister a brother,yeah im proud bout them..hommies that i can count on..mann,you guys sick! i was wondering when we will be fight bout something..hahahha..but yeah,whats left is me,still with the bad habits,still smoking,still being isomania every single night still still talking crap bout people shit..hahah,man..i think ill be end with lung cancer cause cigarette is my girlfriend right now..i wish there were somebody who can always encourage me bout that stupid things..it keep on burning my wallet..damn! but yea,people always have 3 road thay always walk on,the fams..the hommie and the,i guess you know what im sayin..but with or without..i dont wanna lose the life i had now..its fucking cool! thanks for being apart of me.. :)