theres only one bad day

if you had this kind of relationship,please stick with it..you can imagine if she are your size godd!! she is really beautiful..keep her in a room with food one a day and 7 glass of water each day..cucumber,onion and boil egg..you will see her next 2 years as a beautiful girl ever..trust me!

think with brain

just let me walk,just be happy if you see me walking..its not easy,to have a heart that completely cured in a month..but just let me see the world..just let me smile just let me laugh just let me be positive,why keep on blocking me keep me in the small dark room alone with no chances to see light,isit what i deserved after all i did? are god never take me back as God servant? do anyone have believe in me? can i trust the faith that had will be this way? will god forever blocking any light to me?

Lots of time i been thinking of it,i dont care if im not happy if i cant smile if i cant have the happiness ever in this world but never make others that still have faith in you down,

hopeless for me to believe that there is still a chance for me to prove that i useless to mymom,i dont know its horrible but i dont think that she can see me happy like she told me,"you dont have to pay back all those things i had gave to you,use it wisely i just want to see you smile at the end even im not there at your side anymore..could you be heartless to ruin just that one needed from your mother that give you birth? think it twice..think with brain

this is freak!

x taw la aku atau kau,for sure aku anggap kau freak kau anggap aku freak..but the point is i dont care any single word from you moron just go away,you know there are billions of female in this world? why should i care just for one..

sound

eh bodo,jgn nk menyusahkan aku la..g jahanam la kalau kau stakat nk keco kau igt aku ni 4 tahun ke nk sondol pinggang kau tiap hari mintak perhatian..aku manusia la bodo tuhan ada kasi aku otak gak..kau ckp pakai mulut x ley ke?x de mulut?bisu? akal ada x nk guna len kali kau bagi la akal kau bg anjing mkn..so skang tekejut kau dah abis so kau boleh pergi jahanam...cibai

dedicated

i dedicated this wrote to all the fallows friends,best man,brother,life saver,known and all wish that you will always walk straight and never look on badsides..keep on walking,never stop till you reach the end always look up and pray to god to guide you..god always listen to you do goods to god if you wanna be love by god..always belive to god cause god always there with us..keep on spent your life with the love one,keep on fight for what your rights..dont stop dont ever turn back..may god be with you

when

when im stil here im just hope that later someone will take care my mom,when im still here i praying that mama will be always looking at me,when im still here i wish that she always guide me and protect me everyday,when im still here i hope that she know amir love her,when im still here i know that life is short for a servant that forget his god but when im not here anymore i hope that mama is waiting for with a smile that she make everyday..i will always love you

dare

when im sitting,i know god watching me..when im make a move i know god judging me..when im praying to god i know that god hear it..when blink on god i know god have plans for me when im think of god i know that im just a humble servant that wait for the punishment.surrounded by hell and fast life,im set my mind everyday to be a better person,to be a good son to be love to someone. im willing to sacrifice the life i had for mama,im will to be punish now so i can be with her after,im willing to erase others and anything for her cause to me she is god sent for my automatic wings so im not flying to the deepest dark hell of demon..please god,help my mother guide me to your light,the light that blessed the light that will make me always be beside my mother..you know that in this moment i just had her with me i just had you for me..and things that happen is to ashamed for me say it with my mouth that you are my god..in a while,please let me to love two person in a time so it could be my wall to stop me from fall down to hell..please bless me for her be apart of me and please light me god to your way..amin