never

show the real what you facing what you suffer about..smiling is the last thing i can do..i cant rebel to the things that not walking on the right path.im too old to show it to make it visible to you..i wish i never know you..mann,dont say i never think bout the pain..im in the pain but what else i can do..life is bout something you must bow to with the name on money..damn you do anything for it..tell me..bullshit you wanna say love is bout two heart feeling..so just talk bout what you know..dont talk bout crap that you even never think bout it..i dont have anything to be proud of no money to show it off but yea,i have a family that im proud of,a friends that i can count off and a target that i aim for..a believe that never pull off..amin yarobalalamin

hit

own face,damn..have you ever wish that..fuck! how do i get this feeling anyway? hahaha kindda funny act,but yeah..thats karma anyway..life is that fucking funny..god! its been awhile i feel like wanna talk to somebody..this kindda weirdo..hahah but like malique said,selagi tak berlaku tawakal..again!

new

this is what im think off,study..finish it up..work on the industries get some grand,take a scuba licence learn more bout SURF!!!!!! shift to place like tioman,cherating,desaru for bout 5-6 years learn and teach bout scuba and SURF..back and do some biss.. ma,when im done at ptpl org nk keje for 20-40 grand than stop and shift near to beach..i wanna surf..SHE: are you sure? yup! SHE: okay terpulang lah.. :) so what in my mind now? you!

what today is all about

how should i say when life is good enough to talk bout,i wish there is anything that seriously went wrong.yea,my life was in good conditions and im fine with it..i had a fun life with full of cool trick and bullshit..well you never wanna go in alife without bullshit..all those things make me learn to break the rule to follow the rule and growing my brain bigger..life sucks without pain..you will be the stupid lame person if you go on life without pain..grew in a life that full of nothing teach me lots of things but yea im still make fun of it miss understand the situation im in but at least im still survive and smile from ear to ear..sick of hearing people talk bout all the bullshit they have and cry bout it..man you're worst than a sissy guy..living in a road where there are family to hold especially noor saadah to be proud of even i just been scold for the late dinner and the only sisters that never miss scold-teach me ever single minute a father on silence in thousand words a nephew a sister a brother,yeah im proud bout them..hommies that i can count on..mann,you guys sick! i was wondering when we will be fight bout something..hahahha..but yeah,whats left is me,still with the bad habits,still smoking,still being isomania every single night still still talking crap bout people shit..hahah,man..i think ill be end with lung cancer cause cigarette is my girlfriend right now..i wish there were somebody who can always encourage me bout that stupid things..it keep on burning my wallet..damn! but yea,people always have 3 road thay always walk on,the fams..the hommie and the,i guess you know what im sayin..but with or without..i dont wanna lose the life i had now..its fucking cool! thanks for being apart of me.. :)

hope

if you dont know,i hope for things to happen.if you dont know i wish we never met and i got to know you from the first once again.if you dont know,i hope theres no black memories between us in past.if you dont know,im sorry to say i love you on the lunatic past life i had,it was a horrible mistake..thats all i wanna you to know and i hope you there

head

im trying to know what i mean actually so im seeking to know me,i search it but i couldnt find it.Why things happen with any siren? why should people go without saying goodbye? i dont wanna lose them but things keep on happening.Life is too short so make it while you breath so that you will not regret when you alone.I wish i could make things better for them but as long as i not needed there who cares where i wanna be,right? i wanna go all out and wanna be anyone i one as long as i know who i am.things grabbed one hand never enough why should i be greedy? it could not make me happy when im alone,isit?why should be me that so important? i dont wanna be one so why should i care bout me? i rather care bout you i rather care bout them but i think bout me.I just let things past over so that i can step over.why should i hold on the dead end? just turn around and find a bright ways that always waiting for me to go trough it.Life isnt fair? why you talk bout it? you know it cause of the consequence from the dark past so let things be that way,leave your car there get a cab and build a new car.they can help but im the one who fight for myself.be strong a fighter in your life even others dont know bout it be proud of who you are cause you got me.from hafiz syamir to hafiz syamir

us

you will know something that we dont have is not that our weakness to be shame of.something made up for a reason.maybe you just need to pull off another trigger and start a new shoot.losing is something sad but crying is something bad dont blame thing that past,blaming it makes you look like a person who not thankfull to the life they had before and present..when people says dont take life so hard is not mean that you always playing around or have to be enjoy without anything to think off,it something you should understand that life is too short and crying bout it just like you scratch to an open wound..it just make things worst..you should pull up your face saying that something happened for a reason and i should take it as a guide so that i will not lose again some other time..i wish by writing this make my heart feels well..god bless me :)