waste

it was just a was of money and heart beat..damn if only i dont have that clumsy reaction..it suppose to be nothing,men! its so stupid..so i get the point there and i will improve it..all the time before i was always lucky and this small thing make me realize that i was wrong before..it should be nothing..just a matter of time he was there..dammit! wishing is all i have but there nothing i can do its totally my fault..dammit! so regret bout it just a waste of money..luckily he got no injuries..if not its something else to be solve..but yea just have to straight myself up..stupid!