just like

this is the story where there is one who will always go to the opposite ways of the world direction there is one who will be the misfortune for everything that happen to him there is one who will be on your side no matter who the fuck are you , he dont give a damn bout others cause all he will think about was you all the time yet you left . and he keep on smiling to the cold world who said he will never gonna make it and he once try to prove the world that he made it but you spoil it,well again he the one who eat all those word from the world, serve him right. he not trying to kill he not trying to sell drug he not trying to make the world a batter place cause yet every single time he know he is just a normal human try to live like others being normal yet at the end of every part he knows that he cant be normal cause maybe he was born to be special, he try to convince himself that he is somekind of special creature made by God for some good reason and every single day he thankful for it,but again another day another badness born for him, but yet still for another tomorrow he keep on create another smile on his face,and he will keep on walking untill his God say enough of walking for him but as long as that things not happen he will try to make something special to the space around him so everything feel batter for his present in others life,he try to fits on the time that was never being his and always being others but he fight for himself and he know the right to fight for it cause at the end he gonna fight just for it no matter what he is the one cause time is something he cant stop "kun faya kun" this is not the story bout he trying to be a hero on any life this is not a story bout he failed on his on life this is not a story to prove that the world being buyers to him but this is a story bout a smile that make him who he is tomorrow cause if once he believe there will be no smile for tomorrow,everything around him will be torn apart, 'just like before'

changes

its like from monday comes tuesday and tuesday comes wednesday and after all,day by day life change us and everything around us,even if we not noticed it day by day afterward is not like day by day before . . all the time we had is hangout and conquer the world claiming its ours . . running trough the darkest night a longer dark journey is the one we like more then the day that shine bright,even if we not noticed,day by day we change from our to us and from us to we and from to me,im not afraid of losing it but i live that kindda life for so long and now when its not there any more it feel awkward a long night . . i guess cause we all grew older and this is the hardest time to get trough so yea me too,gaining age is simple but trough age is harder the the word hard it self, from the only problems of the day is going to school now come the bigger responsibility that we hold and cant let go of it, but i just dont wanna die when the only person who know im dying is my officemate which is NERD and crying when others burying me,i hope when the time comes there is someone who will rise up the right hand and looking to the skies that they will bring along my spirits with them day by day till the end . . oh yea,wife . i dont know when but its something that i can start to plan right now cause them all had a strong based when im still fight for it . . but yea only God know but it so yea i just go with the flow,fight for it but let God decide it for me :) BUT WHEN THE DAY COMES,JUST DONT CRY ON MY FUNERAL, KEEP MY SPIRITS INSIDE YOU LIVE DAY AFTER DAY. hell yeah(Y)

my voice

its hard to walk . . its damn to know that life is getting hard and even dying for me . . how could things be okay when everything around is being sick and it pressuring me . . please,a damn word never buzzing me up but a second always freakin me out . . i need something or anything or even someone to calm me up . . life getting shit every single minute . . why all this thing is happening to me ? damn,but still i cant keep on believe on the future that never gonna happen . . i just keep on believe in present and past as my book for a guide my present for a good future . . what i have to do keep on believe that god always there,mama right beside me every second of her breath and ill make my minute is second,my hour is minute and my day an hour cause if not ill be tragically die in this phase . . just keep on strong . . everything happen for a reason and every bad thing there a happiness at the end . . thanks for make me live in the present and make me believe that this is the real world im walkin around . . each day i hope the old me dead and gone a way,bit by bit yes ive stop bout the two things really evil and i hope i can . . segala yang tuhan mahu jadi,ia jadi . ayat-83(surah yassin)

live

i live my life my own way and i like the way it go fuckin hard yea we always complain bout how hard life is but at the end of the day we survive and life goes on . . shit comes everyday but after a beautiful sleep shit not smelly anymore just make us to think how to get that shit off . . even how hard life punch i still have some courage to punch it back truth is since god give me chance to live i aint quit to survive yaw,well life is serious shit but it aint knock me down it burn me so i will find my way out from that fire to make me live on the comfort air . . i'll find my way day world had my word,my mama get myself in the world i bought myself out from this shit aint got nothing to stop me now cause i can read what faith had wrote and this is how it goes . . i get myself in the prob i get myself out the prob

what it call

you know why ? the word is curious actually . . not this and that what you think . . if i know then ill go smiling doing the jumping jack . . haha should i be corny and cry here and there ? my grandfather die when i was 6 and i play around his casket happily my grandmother i just dont know if she die already or not but yet still no tears . . should i live in sorrow ? naah,i dont think so either it bout money for life or its bout me live with my mom in the heaven afterlife other then that is a bonus well hunambeing can live without bonus . . haha jumping jack . . miss that move , gonna do it now :)

like

okay i will start :

i like dogs nor the cat

i like wolf more then dogs

i like unformal more then formal

i like eat then sleeping

i like sleeping then "nutin"

i like hangout then stoning

i like cigarette then weed

i like plain then beer

i like smile then cry

i like cry then mad

i like mad then foolish

i like walking then talk crap

i like truth then lie

i like lie then sin

i like talk then silence

i like silence then nonsense

i like together then alone

i like alone then nofreedom

i like face then tit

i like tit the pussy

i like jeans then slack

i like casual then formal

i like twice then once

i like learn then study

i like zen then ipod

i like iphone then bb

i like 3gs then 3g

i like money then lifeless

i like life less then bothering people

i like band then machine

i like more then less

i like night then days

i like you then her

i like myspace then facebook

i like tumblr then twitter

i like blogspot then diary

i like rain then sunny

i like money then paper

most of my life i love to like and i will like to do it forever cause hating is something that will hurt people,i love the life i had i been thinking to hate it but this is my life and it show bout me so why should i hate myself cause i can love myself and all bout me . . its hard that make me learn its pain that make me grow its sad that make me understand its sorrow that been teach me ever since . . life is painfull but it is the colour of your life so it can be just plain and get all what you got or it can be hard and joyfull plus meaningfull so i learn to appreciate . . GB

i'd

made up my mind and i come with 2 choices that is should i go with the next sem like before and always or should i open my mind to the real world that always welcome everyone to come and chase the paper . . what i mean is the most beautifully awesome smell of paper call money . . yea they always said that studies come first that others but you see its 2010 . . its not bout book to work on its bout life to learn on . . when you good on something just sharp it so the paper will run to your pocket . . but yea study gonna make your pocket fat BUT if you have the way and you know how to get to the top . . the world changed so we should change the way we think too . . plus,engineering is not something that i wanna go through so yea,why not right ? :) GB

here

it goes again,well i had sometime so yea,here i am . . just haha i can use an idea how and what i can be in the future . . anyone know that ? hope so cause im lost right now . . lost in the middle of nowhere and got no idea which way i should choose cause im afraid what is it at the end of the road i choose . . well i try to be brave to seat where i can survive but till when i wanna stand here without doing nothing to get out from there . . well hoping is something wishing not gonna bring me anywhere . . but yea,hoping too long just bring shit back for me . . well im proud that i had a mind that like this what i had cause there apart where i even can not think alot about the think that important to the world well i guess that what make me so calm . . just sometimes . . not all the time . . anyway , well i dont wanna say it cause everyone know life is bullshit . . so praying that everything gonna be okay . . yup,everything gonna be okay . . GB

gb/godbless

freak

okay , jadi life is not that easy but tak de lah susah mana cause when you believe in God then jalan nya lurus so i dont really mind bout the life . . kindda cool the way it is,but here some tricky trick that i dont know agak mencabar . . 1) bila selalu sangat tido siang susah sangat nak tido malam,tah cam entah, hari tu dah okay tido kol 10,11 then ni start balik tak tido malam. . ape cer ? keras je kot malam kalau best tak pe doh . . damn ! 2) what gonna happen with my study ?(just dont wanna talk so long but it really fucked up) 3rd i dont know ma,sometimes i get you right but sometimes,haprak . . i will improve on that . . i love you ma 4)babe,there is a word between YES and NO aite ? there no such new word in between so stop being a "natural" position cause i dont want you to . . left or right,you choose . . oh yaw hommies,i dont know what the fuck is going on with you but please ay just wake up and that living again man ! aint got no time for bullshiting mayne ! our time is past ay,stop crackin around and do something that can make you eat in the future . . what's up with her anyway ? are you super crack when you want her to stick with you mayne ? she is hilarious and i dont know super fucked up and do want to mention that really close to you man ? sis yeah but a girl man open your eyes wide dude ! she were fucking around before and still now i wanna talk bout it but just you were being so ass stick up the whole time with her . . ay buddies i know you man ! but btw have a bless wish you luck

road

aint bout gangster or bullshiting around anymore man..its about real life right now..aint got no time to make whole thing a mess just live by what we had..dont demand to much cause in real life we aint got all for ourself..life is really that hardcore..just dont waste your time on something that you not confidence about to rely your faith..put it something strong something that you can think about and something that will bring you sometin..face it man ! this is a real life aint got no second chance for us..you waste it you lose it there is no bullshiting and play again that is how we deal in real life..so incase you not strong enough just play it safe man cause me i got no other road like you..so want it or not the hard way is the only way for me..i learn and i born for it man..i had prepare my self for it cause that life looks so simple making me look like i bullshit all thing but i got bigger things then that to take care off..so go fuck you head off if you wanna be in that way for the whole time..trust me you aint go no where with you attitude like that man..sorry but i really disappoited on you man! just hope you wake up soon..from a brother to a brother

i am

me trying to be me as me so i can be happy like you..yes i am jealous of what you had and i dont have'it..the life i had is not as easy as what i can told about by word,im in the situation trying to make everyone else happy its hard..try it if you can..try to be me,huh but i never sad bout the life i had..i know things can be solve..yea there alot out there with a thousand more problems then me :) im proud to be me,i dont wanna be made.. :)

love?

still try to calm myself and try not to think bout it..it a shit if i add it into mylife right now,with all the situation and condition im not ready for love,dude! wake up its 2010 bullshit if you wanna say love cost only two heart love cost infinite money so the next time ill talk about it im ready to be a father..hope so(if you know what im trying to let you know ) :)

hunger

always come not at the right time,oh hunger..can you come bout 1 hour from now? gosh you make me sick..for real,just do something else so you will not bothering me..i will eat but not now..just dont have any mood yet so get lost and come back bout an hour from now..thanks really appreciate that man!

yet

i love the way morning goes,when you had a walk at your street going to the park..its some kind of feeling that you will never get other time in the day..the smell of the laundry each houses,feeling like thousand bird singing at the same time,the sun rising bit by bit all the faces going to work with lots of mind set you can see..there are some people who really calm,there are someone who rushing out..its all because of the level they sit..its an enjoyable moment to feel..as the day growing older,just set your mind that it looks beautifully that way..it keeps you calm in some moment we should lie ourself that way cause if not and you see it negatively,it just so scary and not bring any good reason for it..should be start your day with smile and good quality of rest :)

desire

my desire to get trough all of the shit that happen looking so dim and i dont know how and what other way to pull my self from this ringer..i taught i mapped it out i taught i knew all the way up but yet again and again it just keep on happen and happen..the life i had past is something epic in my entire life but well how do it spell sounds past so im always take my hand of the past and start grab to the present life i had..smile are the only friends true friends the left with me trough all the badshit happened..im not gonna say life sucks cause from what the track had made for me that is how i will run it..guess that is the only thing that left now and the only thing i hold to keep me still using the body and soul given..LIFE IS GOOD

a

by the last thing that i should do is make the addiction drive first and leaving me behind..was a good life still young and had alot of thing in my mind to make it happen but im not gonna go with addiction in me..it not something that can be proud of it not something that we should not thinking of cause human had an expiring date..so to be honest im living with it for a long time and god no idea on how to make it stop..well i guess now im still a human with a heart and brain to think so i will think to have a bright healthy future rather then living in life that will be help by other..im not kindda person that need others always by my side i just need some space for me an this is a point where i should make up myself a great heart and be someone that somebody can proud of..this addiction is not gonna make me go any further..god bless me and the life i had,peace!

quote for today : When all is said and done, more is said than done

b

the price of evil

from my search,this what i found the best sound of the name and element of demon of some sort of things,i've been curious and want to know more about demon and this one creature called vampire.still got no answer why..

Richard Dukante's Hierarchy (1963)
Unsere - (f) Fertility and Sorcery
Delepitore - (f) Demoness of Sorcery Enlightement
Satanchia - Grand Genreal (War)
Agaliarept - Assistant Grand General (War)
Lucifage - High Command (Control)
Flereous - Fire Elemental
Lucifer - Air Elemental
Leviathan - Water Elemental
Belial - Earth Elemental
Beelzebuth - Lord of insects
Belphegore - Master of Armorment and Weaponry
Mesphito - Keeper of the book of death
Amducious - The destroyer
Asmodeus - Demon of Lust
Sonnielion - (f) Demoness of hate
Abbadon - Advisor
Ammon - demon of domination
Mammon - Demon of Avarice
Rosier - Demon of love
Ashtaroth - (f) Preistess of friendship
Eurynomous - Demon of Death
Verrine - Demon of Health
Verrier - (f) Demoness of plants and herbalism
Ronwe - Demon of Knowledge
Babeal - Keeper of Graves

c

was it possible for me to have it? gosh i really want em' it was so cute and wow it was kindda thing im sure that she will not give me after tattoo-ing cause well i think it something that cant! but it so beautiful and cute i promise i will take care of it like no other else..can you imagine its kindda cool to have it and keep it in your house..and the cute little bark kindda awesome! and yea this pet can grow bigger like really big!! man i wish i can have it... DALMANTTION

d

same shit thing happen again and again but yea as usual other then you rather deal with it or you can just let it walk infront of you with silence and just let it go away by time..its not a hard work just a matter of time you should remain your soul calm of the seduction that walks..the life that never gonna be end even a day with all the test that consider i always see it coming again and again and just dont have any other reason but face it..i never had the life i want what thank god for the life i had its really consider as wonderful cause everything goes to the point even it going not really straight..wel i guess not just me that had a hard life it just i had a hard time sooner or later maybe it gonna be end..do this consider as a heart feeling? i just dont know when and how i gonna get but yea hoping is another reason to live..hey you,love you ahahhahaha

QUOTE FOR TODAY : A coward is much more exposed to quarrels than a man of spirit

e

i make it strong i make it clear i make it sense on every step i take..why and why should i being delaying it and denying things that i clearly see in front,running around in the same room doesnt make thing productive doesnt make any hand to own life and world..it seem like a new faith need a new jersey,not something materialistic but something that can push the limit can change the fact and the faith to something that real and believe it is real..so what else other then make thing worst just make things easy about it..when life was not the real chase after all..

a new quotes that can recently use : Faith has to do with things that are not seen and hope with things that are not at hand

today quote : Life is a comedy for those who think,and a tragedy for those who feel

f

it is something to be saying that i had a wonderful life so far this year.it was a blessed year for me,Alhamdullilah,Thank God for giving..well i should be saying that i have a good quality life and not regret bout it..yea for me im mot having a plain life rich having all this and that in a blink of eye,but im not having a hard life where lunch is a new think like people at palestine are.my family had a hard time and we are not rich to eat lamb stew everyday,we are malaysian and my mom can still feed me rice everyday(just me will not thankful,before.i will now) they(my parent) till now fighting to survive for next month,if you know what im saying..they hardly try to make me as same level as other kids like what they seen..im so embarrassed and humiliated of my self seeing them fighting for me,working un-same time like other parent at their age..it all for me yet im still cold me..well i guess cause im having a hard time(i think) so a simple problem will not effect my mental shockly it teach me how to be strong they teach me how to fight back from losing..living in life that full of obstacle making me who i am right now..the life i had now is from the lent of God and blessing by God guide by my mother(nor saadah binti haji shukri) a teach from my dad(ramly bin nordin) and everyone who had and still be around me since the first cry i'ed made in these temporarily life..thank God for the life that blessed to me since july 11th 1991-july 11th 2010(present) and continuing..the journey i had before making a good changing point in my life to open my eyes and realize the goods and bads in the life that i should go for.the dream i had making my aim visible in my mind and the aim is the end of my rope that i climb now..i hope it will not fall or else i'll be fall..i am hafiz syamir,and this is me typing while other do their stuff and enjoying bless sunday birthday..good day !

g

paul the oct..just check out bout this guy and check out what i find out..

1. He's originally from Weymouth

2. He's a wanted man

3. He's big news

4. He's the biggest celebrity in Oberhausen

5. He's got a good track record

6. He could have made you a packet

7. He's an intelligent creature

8. He's a Twitter and Facebook sensation

9. He doesn't cheat

10. He's not scared of death threats

yea,you see he is a money making machine so some side of people like him some of it not..so if he just make the team predicted lose,here is some news bout it

Since correctly predicting Spain's victory over Joachim Löw's team Paul has been on the recieving end of a backlash from Germany fans.

However the octoped has got in support in the unlikely form of Spanish Prime Minister Jose Luiz Rodriguez Zapatero who has joked he will provide Paul with a team of boduguards.

Zapatero said: "I am concerned for the octopus. I am thinking of sending him a protective team."

The octopus had already made its prediction for the third and fourth place play-off opting for the mussel in the Germany box. It took Paul just a couple of minutes to decide its adopted nation will beat uruguay to take third place in the tournament.

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im guessing that life s that how it should be right now..life is truly fair but the point is you need to know how to use it..well life never been like what they show on tv..life is about the way you brought it trough the life you use to be..it already been wrote that you will go that way and this way just matter fact of time..but well as life go on you should move on..how far you can go is depend on how brave you wanna push the limit to reach it..matter fact it will flow like how you want it too..just make sure you guide yourself to not going out from the race..its a life race that once you lose your place its hard for you to catch the small number..you need a guidance,a guide that not from your own blood and not from the hommies..a guide that can lead you to a place call safe in your heart..a guide that can hold your heart at the edge of the verge..the one that will always be by your side the one that you can count on when you need em the most..the one that will take all the love that you pour to..the only one that you will share you life with..your wealth your hard and everything together trough ages..

i

the more i think and think,i guess malaysian driver is kindda scary was it? you see the road are made by the government for one reason for all of us use it..got it? okay so why dont we have a kind of feeling to share the road? especially oldies..yo granny and paps,you see..i dont care what care you driving was it half of million car or even a million car..i bet you cant pay victims fams if you ram with others..see whats wrong with you guys driving with lots of pride when driving an expensive car? do i even care bout it? bullshit! dude! why your expensive car dosnt have any signal like my cheap car? so makes mine car more expensive then yours..was your car should be enter a token or coin so your signal will be light out? mine not..just click it..do your car have 20-40 km/h meter? so you will be fast all the time even in the village road? mine have so another point my car is expensive then yours..should my car be askew when trough a bumper? no but yours yea look like stupid..you see at u.s they dont even have a bumper..you know why? cause they know how to drive slow at village road..so they can be super fast at the highway even the cops can catch the plat number..but you stupid morron act like a cool fast and furious driver at the road village what the fuck? just gonna be proud at your ugly girls? come on! make others proud is you die..so they have something to talk bout..he died at 240 km/h with nitrous racing with that stupid fuzzy from blablabla yeah im sure will respect him..but he been caught cause racing or he been caught cause ram with kids at village road..wtf? you see..our own car cant be that fast..so work hard,cash in some money and do get car that really can go..not car that should go trash..peace malaysian driver!

j

it will always be something..it batter cause you are the only reason we still keep on our faith to you dad..dear god,keep my dad strong keep him away from badness alife and afterlife..dear god,you are the greatest and the only creator..ya Allah ya tuhan ku..kau berkati ah keluarga kami..amin

k

who know life today visualing your tomorrow? well things is always make up with science so dont expect tomorrow gonna be different then today if you not making progression in the middle of the word..to tell you a lies yes you gonna make it trough tomorrow but the truth is that you never gonna passed tomorrow is you attitude being like that..yeah its a free day but look you being ass all day what you thing your attitude looking okay but inside rebel is cool? dude wake up its 2000 years has gone since that age..change up dude wake up being loser like this never gonna change anything in your life,see have you noticed any improvement or anything to say or be proud off? nothing thats why..people never live in 1 point only start moving that is why they call it a line..try to stand on your feet back..gain some energy to move and start to walk learn how to run..you know how to change course but you never know how to change from bad to good all that you know is changing good to great..you are not that good to be great..abandon the island start your engine and drive your boat away..staying in this island that make you feel comfort with never seeing mister risk will not brought you anywhere further..keep on stronger cause you need a super strong heart to fight from your way now..its not an easy work but it never be impossible to make it..make your own decision man! SELF ADVICE

l

im being lunatic lately,and yea i realized it now..what the fuck i just dont know what is going om with me,shit things always happen and yea everytime it come i will try to suits myself in the situation cause yea i've lost alot lately but i still standing maybe it just another exam for me from god well i guess i just have to survive it too..being me is like being i dont know kindda hard but yea,i choose to learn hard then easy..lots of mine had crashing down and its me who will pick up the pieces that broken..well yea humiliation is my friends too right now..i guess i will get used of it..losing a level of things won't break my heart..its cool im fine with something like that..the matter of things is how can i be more creative to pass all the test i will face..running away just make it be team up so while it still early let me fight it one by one..fighter for my life too exhausted but still had to stand cause its my duties its my family i hold its my future i grab so if its not me then who wanna stand for it? well smile always help me fake it out front of you.. so keep smiling

m

about hours ago,

she : sure time ada world cup tido lambat dgn keluar tngok bola kat mcd nya ni tak de match pon nk tido lambat?

he : kejap,

she : dah dah,g tido

he : okay,

she : cuba lah skali skala tu terus buat apa mama suruh,

he : ye ye okay,nk tidur lah ni

she : -.- sekarang,

he : okay ma,good night

now,just happen 5 min ago..still not sleep yet :) dont wanna lose the beautiful sunday i had..oh,its monday already..and already feel the pressure..damn,

n

it always about it

o

having a blessfull sunday and enjoying it..its quite beautiful with everything cause i know my blood flow well in my head..such a wonderful day to smile..everything so perfect today..when im wake up,the only thing i see first is my spain jersey that i hang infront of my closet..so proud of it..hahahha then having a lovely nescafe that i make myself..my favorite nescafe 3 in 1..then having a smoke and feel the wind..listen to audioslave..dude! i really enjoy my day today..and i just done cleaning up my place after done this thing i'll clean up my desk..my place is about 10 feet 10 so if its messy you will know how mess my brain will be..its small but now it looks tide and peace..what a beautiful day :) so i'll clean up my desk now.SUNDAY IS ENJOYABLE BLESS DAY

p

yes lah,terbaik..at the end im the one who spent fucking quality time at home..thanks everybody..ma..you are mad but you cant sound it..why? im here..i will never walk away from your side you know that..say it say it ma..again and again you just can talk it to me,why need me to say it? im afraid ill say it not with my mouth..

q

should i be care of what you try to do? nahhh,i shouldnt..you know how to walk so find a road to walk..just walk dont turn back i already bet that you will not turning back so dont make me lose? thanks..well guess i had a great simple moment for awhile now im back to normal back be stronger well now what's important is myself..

r

a decision that i already take! and it is final.no body can stop me now and i will make it happen no matter what..it is after all those world cup matter end and i will changing something in my life..its about time for me,if not i straight going to the bin..if its not now then when? i batter be prepare on what will be happen..for god sake it is about my future and i dont wanna end up my life as a loser so changing course is the way it should be..and it will be

1) time,will be sleep early will be use time beautifully and not wasting it on something stupid

2)money,should be start hardcore saving from now on..

3) study,what should i eat 10 years from now?

4) desire on surfboarding..i will make it happen some how

5) responsibility,somebody should take the vice president place in the family

i will definitely make something happen if its not all maybe there is something that change..its about time its about time already hafiz syamir

s

he is the awesome vocalist i ever know since i was dont know maybe in standard 4 or something..almost all his part in hybrid theory i remembered..the coolest thing is the fire blazing tattoo at both of his hand..that is mad! awesome!! his fashion you cant predict cause he is always changing course person and well he dress DOPE! linkin park is a band that i will be listening till an hour before i die :) chester bennington bro-the

t

I've got another confession to make

I'm your fool

Everyone's got their chains to break

Holdin' you

Were you born to resist, or be abused?

Is someone getting the best

The best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best

The best, the best, the best of you?

Or are you gone and onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head

Without your noose

You gave me something that I didn't have

But had no use

I was too weak to give in

Too strong to lose

My heart is under arrest again

But I'll break loose

My head is giving me life or death

But I can't choose

I swear I'll never give in

I refuse

Has someone taken your faith?

It's real, the pain you feel

You trust, you must confess

Is someone getting the best

The best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best

The best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend

I'm no fool

I'm getting tired of starting again

Somewhere new

Were you born to resist, or be abused?

I swear I'll never give in, I refuse

Is someone getting the best

The best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best

The best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?

It's real, the pain you feel

You trust, you must confess

Is someone getting the best

The best, the best, the best of you?

u

there no turning back..go for what you had done before..fight for you not for others,in this life its about you not them fight for your faith fight for what you believe what you confirm to understand

1)life is a bout making decision

2)life is about changing course

3)life is about stick on what you believe

there is no such things that not making sense in this world,everything had been written we are the actors to make the movie done..from the first sound you spoke,you lost everything that you had and its your way to search it back..what you seek is alife so its you that change it for goodness or bad.

back up plan is always usefull cause in this life we not gonna be on top all the way till the end so should have a plan when you are at the bottom list pit..all the hard work you sacrifice is worthed to be think and smile when you get the payment..rather it pay on your account or pay in cash..

ask for more work for more but thankfull of what you had..greed is a monster you should be stay away from..you lose everything if you being friend with it..greed is something i learn that nobody should use it in daily life,yea greed pay in cheque..

there always second chance for us when there still can spell redemption,its about changing its about another you it is something that you should hold on when life is rich and famous..you should have time to think when you at the top of the world cause that is when your life spinning around..it is nature of life..prepare is a things that you should have in your pocket..things will not always be the same..

hold on what you are born for..stand for what you know is your believe,stand for your guidance stand for what they say..stand for your family especially the person who love you the most the one who give birth to you and till you forget who are you..turn back! stand for yourself.. dont expect others to be the same as you give..that is why the word spell heart..stand for others who stand for you cause you will not be alone forever in this world the one who cheer you the one who tears you the one who will there when you need them..

*thank God

*thank you

v

i think i had a new addiction to be collect and make it a hobbies..its so dope and i think maybe not lots of people collect it so much..but yea i know its old idea..hahah the color make it looks so envy to see others have it..damn but yea,it cost 300 riggit each for brand new and maybe i go for second hand to collect :) wish me luck

w

you cant denied that they really look beautiful isit? yes they are you see is you are really fashion follower..for me it looks so cute..and it show how rebel and strong are your heart..its something that not all girls will think bout it..its something cool..dude! i really admire a girl that had ever think to do it..its awesome,but yea maybe the culture here but even short hairstyle looks so beautiful..okay here,its simple,looks orderly with some flavor of rebel and anger inside..that is something!

x

pfftt..again and again and again seeing you make my heart beat flowless..is it a way for any part of me to make you understand that there a spark going on about you..but yea,just let the kite fly if im lucky enough i can pull back if not thunder cut it and wind fly it away :)

y

you have to think bout this month plenties of time cause its not and ordinary month..its a month where special people comes and goes..its about changing course of life its a new start to 2nd term of the year its about everything good in a year..welcome to a new world boy

z

feeling like having a split personality is sick..feel like you cant remember bout you before and being a new you in a while..sound fucking scary when i realize.did i be like that always? dude! it start to freaking me out..hope the other me is not that idiot till killing people..i know bout of me love the nature and lives..was split personality is hospital type sick or mental type sick..cause i think maybe there some kind of thing going wrong with the brain..since i dont believe to stupid magic or something between it the only logical fact that play in mind is hospital type sick..those nonsense is bullshit when i see most of melayu culture believe..its bullshit! remember what have been written,you standing below mother,alquran,muhammad s.a.w and god..so other then that was quite you should think about more then double twice..think lah macha

torn

hahahha bullshit all the sad story..im going strong..my life being good and my heart had rebuild..no need a hand no need a help i make it change i getting my self up from the fall i whip my own tears..the fuck i dont care anything bout you its all about what the best for me..my believe is the most important things in my life..then my family and all my buddies..my life is already cool with them so i dont give a fuck for another seat for ruiner like you..this chapter is about me and my life is priceless so i'll appreciate things that been there for me since starts..changing it for now just making things worst i believe in it but not now..

since

have you think bout that someone that so perfect and you know its something that you wanna work on for something good for a batter future but you dont have a word bout her..its feel like when you seeing her making you feel speechless and move-less..everything feel abnormal..dont know i feel like i dont wanna be me that now and wanna be me the other one..but that me had destroy my life since first..im want to be me for you and future i want you with me,can i have you? can we meet for just once? and i will do all i can to replace my feeling for you to paste in somewhere inside you..batter be in good place..did you feel like its that moment she is about everything you need that time? you wanna eat she enough as your for you wanna breath she is enough air for you..maybe life is not just bout us :)

well

better smile then cry cause everything bout cry is making me sick..nothing i can be proud of my yesterday so i will prepare myself for tomorrow..wish me luck

play

business franchising starts to playing around my head right now..its kindda awesome study for a main and dessert course of my life..the dessert is actually bout business and having fun,so just pop out my head bout franchising so it will be cool..unluckily malaysia dont have anywhere that had a business franchising that i can take it just a short course that got no strong certificate..damn damn damn..its kindda good things to think bout it again cause i heard bout it on news yesterday that soon malaysia gonna be franchising hub at southeast asia..so it will be lots of things to work on to..so i've decide that im going for it maybe will be taking business courses we will see how things going.. so wish me luck

hey

haha dont know she always look that beautiful i dont know maybe to me or maybe someone else too but her character was way beyond your imagination bout her when you first meet her..she the coolest person i ever meat and she is about everything possible in my life maybe someone else too but its cool everything bout it..the move the talk the extreme the risk taker the not so sissy kind the not so ask for sleep girl the simple the everything bout her was so cool..but yea when a fall had occur you cant know the deferent between goods and bads but yea as my eyes satisfied is cool..what the hell im start to think bout something between the words LO and VE..damn that things is fucking stupid right now in my mind but i think bout it more then twice when i saw her..fak fak fak stop dreaming kids..

just

so i dont know what happened to your brain and you think its funny and cool? yea its sober but after 12 hours sleep im damn to tired and planting anger inside cause of anything..im hungry and everything i dont need your stupid nonsense thing that you things is cool..wake up watch around dude..wash your mouth before i clean it up..see your place before shooting others..dont be afool at all time you might get bomb..just use brain sometimes

dream

is something that you count on when its to heavy to blink your eyes..its something that you will make it happen no matter what situation you are..dream is a beautiful arts of mind good dream will bring your emotion to another level bad dream will teach you bout something depends on which country you live but malaysian the opposite..well guess what? it also can kill you by shocking things your mind pop out of and dreaming while you driving..so please dont dream and drive..you still can smoke and fly.. hahhaha :)

waste

it was just a was of money and heart beat..damn if only i dont have that clumsy reaction..it suppose to be nothing,men! its so stupid..so i get the point there and i will improve it..all the time before i was always lucky and this small thing make me realize that i was wrong before..it should be nothing..just a matter of time he was there..dammit! wishing is all i have but there nothing i can do its totally my fault..dammit! so regret bout it just a waste of money..luckily he got no injuries..if not its something else to be solve..but yea just have to straight myself up..stupid!

count

1,2,3 mandi..chot chot chot...1,2,3 siap..puff puff puff...1,2,3 jalan..tek tek tek...1,2 makan dulu...nasi minyak la doh takan nk tunggu gak..hahahhaha

go

away we go is the new band that growing in to my mind now..ray the vocal always in the playground of my mind..she is super hot girl i ever see in my entire life..damn!

weak end

I miss your green sheets so,

But I'm done keeping tabs on who comes and who goes,

I'm missing the perfume of your pillows,

And I wish you knew how much I needed your home,

I miss your green sheets so,

Everything, the purfume of your pillows

Is there something wrong with me,

Do your eyes miss everything,

I've been ripping off layers of skin,

Trying to find a way to get back in,

To get back in,

I need to get back in,

I need to get back in.

Those eyelashes that block out the clouds,

And your teeth,

That I'd rather have inside my mouth,

That breathe that beats up my head,

And that laughter you had that's been good at keeping me fed,

You've been keeping me fed.

You've been keeping me fed,

You've been keeping me fed.

Is there something wrong with me,

Do your eyes miss everything,

I've been ripping off layers of skin,

Trying to find a way to get back in,

To get back in,

I need to get back in,

I need to get back in.

Is there something wrong with me,

Do your eyes miss everything,

I've been ripping off layers of skin,

Trying to find a way to get back in,

Is there something wrong with me,

Do your eyes miss everything,

I've been ripping off layers of skin,

Trying to find a way to get back in,

To get back in,

I need to get back in,

I need to get back in.

Is there something wrong with me,

Do your eyes miss everything,

I've been ripping off layers of skin,

Trying to find a way to get back in.

sign

the matter of the things is not how far it will be cause far is not the matter but what's matter is that how long it will be..how beautiful the qualities as its in the far period of times..girls comes and goes money comes and go but family comes never goes..you see,that is the reason why things not as the same when we not around the one we love thing be greater with the burning spirits things be worst with the lack of spirits its always something that will bother our mind on some parts..the truth is we are made for someone and something so life is not that unfair like what it was..it just a matter of time..just a mater of time

less

is the matter of time it always not enough and always not right.what else you can do cause everything by the Maker..our life have been wrote and how your effort to keep it away that is the fact that will happen..since the day you start crying all of it had been wrote for you once you came out and let go all that you hold..crying is the first thing you do cause you lose what you had now is the time you find and get back what you have lost..things always being A B C not C B A just in the matter of time you have to use it wisely as you can..do it properly cause at the end you dont wanna end craving for something that you have lose..losing is new word for a sickness there is no cure just your action will make an effect so life is not about curing life is about precaution..

dash

Belle of the Boulevard

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down
It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg and thinks he's getting close
For now you let him just this once
Just for now
And just like that - it's over

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard for the belle of the boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
That song you softly sing - is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down
It's a long way
Back here you never loved
You've shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over


Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

cry

while you can,cause when it time to smile you will never get time to cry..thinking bout happiness just gonna make you happy..thankfull of what you had and be proud of what you represent cause no one else wanna represent you other then you..life is all about you today and afterlife then it will be the others..they are someone you should represent off cause they are the one who brought you to this world they are the one who pray for you in every prayer they are the reason you still alive..another they are the one who smile for your laugh and cry for your sad..they are the one will sub the first they when they not around they are the cause you fight they are the cause you laugh they are the answer to your question are are your influence..some of us they will be everywhere in our life so "they" all are the one who you should be smile and tears about all day..this is the answer when you were not ready in relation,

gonna

be pop punk,post punk power pop and easy listening songs currently now..pause the current before for awhile life is about changing course so anything new would be cool :)

big hole

hahahha dude this pc making my ass feel sick and my tummy cramp..the hell i taught it was a serious thing orsomething damage at the end when i got a called just now it was a tiny matter and just need a bucks to get thing better but have to pay the charge at that place for 20 bucks..godamm,dude that just a waste of time and money..dude im so fucked up for the last few days..lots of thing been delayed..and assignment been added up..have to finish thing by tomorrow..else im be dead..so best wishes fort this stupid things not making any crack things again..amin :)

how

how many are they? how often it happen? how is it work? how how how? ask your leg how..then my leg can give the answer at your head..ask me ask me again..fucking crap..all your nonsense just make my day worst..just shit off and get the hell out of my mind..i wasnt ask and hoping anything for you just hush and go without any note..really need you to make that move

hero

dad,i know how you suffer for me and our family i know that you willing to do anything for us and there is nothing for me i can compare with you.you done alot to me as since i was born till now.i know your bad i know you lack but still i love you dad..you are another reason i can see the bad and good now..even less of word came out from you i know that you willing to do anything for me i find it the reason im hard to hate you.ive read the text ive know the bad but what else maybe there a reason for you to do that i hope you stop doing it dad..you are something in this world to me are the the one who make me think i suppose to carry on your duty..ill do everything for you dad..thanks for showing the way i should walk..what else i can do,just hoping the best for you and our family.happy father's day dad

are

something that we should hold on to,is something that we have to think we are everything we are the energy that they get from we are the reason they still there we are the one change the world to a place that not safe..so its not to late to stop support a good tomorrow..atleast there some shine for tomorrow..lets hope for something better in tomorrow

always

again and again and again and again..when will its over..haaaaaaa kid kid kid when will it not be kid? i dont wanna be that kid kid kid..you know that i wanna be somebody..hahhaha please i wanna skip that kid part and be someone more then that kid..

haha

until you get to the level where you can do anything else froze cause nothing..cant think properly and wise and you will do the only think that you thinking off,that is the time you know you going crazy bout something most bout your soulmate but not me..i cant write my future well so thing be worst if i not color it well..it keeps on bothering me ever since and all the time..had already pick up my responsibility so i cant drag other future darken too..the burden is been taught already and it be something you should fight for cause its your family want it or not that is your destiny no matter what..what else? hem nothing just that,im fine with others having things does not make me happy i had a life that full of nothing with a price label but i have something that can be buy by any currency no multi billionaire can bought it..so that make me smile every single morning shines..

outside

I've got to breathe, you can't take that from me

'Cause it's all that you left that's mine

You had to leave and that's all I can see

But you told me your love was blind

I know there are times you're so impossible

That I should sign a waiver

And you will find someone worth walking on

When you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows

Take a breath and away it goes

I'll be outside of your window

I'll pass by but I'll go slow

I'll leave when the wind blows

There was a day you threw our love away

Then you passed it to someone new

You wanna stay but since you wanna play

We can finally say we're through

I know there are times you're so impossible

And you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows

Take a breath and away it goes

I'll be outside of your window

I'll pass by but I'll go slow

I'll leave when the wind blows

You can scream there's just echoes

I''ll pass outside of your window

You'll be sad that you let me go

I'll leave but just know

As I lay in solitude, oh what's a boy supposed to do?

I shake the very thought of you, me together I remember

Late nights when I stayed up late all I do is wait and wait

You're never coming home to me, that's the hardest thing to see

I've got to breathe, you can't take that from me

I can finally say we're through

I'll leave when the wind blows

Take a breath and away it goes

I'll be outside of your window

I'll pass by but I'll go slow

I'll leave when the wind blows

You can scream there's just echoes

I'll pass outside of your window

You'll be sad that you let me go

On every face you'll ever know

And everywhere you'll ever go

You'll feel when the wind blows

walk away and never come again thinking of you just making things worst..put you in u life just make things slower,cant walk away can step backward but things just wont change..and i cant do nothing id try and i made it..i hate you..but i need you..

left

Colours

Oh Chentaku

Today,

I'm getting closer to you,

To tell you that I missed you, so much,

The stars are here and the waves were coercive,

These knuckles break before they bleed that I'm sure,

I tried not to drown in the water,

Forgive me for what I've done in the past,

This is the day,

This is our time to we make it right, from right back where we left it,

This is afterlife, we longing for,

The colours of our chemistry

Curses were not from my heart,

It shattered my eyes; I spoke of which I didn't realize,

I overreacted,

Shed no tears anymore

Knives' marks will never be replaced,

No, not in this lifetime,

Breaking promises into pieces,

But I'm here to sweat myself pulling things back together,

Heavens are thin, the speed of the heartbeats

I would have kill myself if you let me to do it

There's nowhere else to go,

Other than you

*ive start to miss you again and start to feel wanna be needed..wanna feel and learn sacrifice again.. :')

view

the crap is always there and never gonna fade away,things should be change cause it never change it self..more to be like you are a simple character that always in my mind all the time more by time you are everywhere in my sight..the plate not gonna be empty when you there the time always running when you inside me..just got this idea directly i think it came from my dream but who i dedicate this phase to? was it somebody new or was it you? life will not give you a straight shot of a good reason..never! but just believe in it cause every things come with a good reason

so

embarrass to those man who sold the world..you guys just can go die and stop coming to my known life..ever heard the sentence "behind every great man there is a good women" ? THE FIRST WORD SAY BEHIND not infront sissy..fuck

cross

what the fuck i can think about any good things right now..hahhaha fucking shit everything always comes with problem to solve..what else? the brain was like so heavy and should be carry in the trolley..wtf,come on give me some strength to smile..let me win this fucking race..fuck fuck fuck...the fuck everything was an problem to me but not to anyone else around me..so sorry bout everything that missed look at..fucking pressure but yea still have to keep my head up and force my face creating smile..what else life should be other then this..but what else you can do

obey

on what you had just set in your mind..just set things so it will had a boarder..from this point to that point it should be a straight line..but you should color it well so it will be look beautiful and interesting..life should be fun cause its short..when it short everything should be fast..just dont waste time..use it wisely in good things..feel it with some joy and winning..goal should not be just one..just stay on the fast track..go catch everything while you can but just remember where the land you stepping on..feel the fast joy

had

had a class but where the lecture? had the lecture but where the student? hahahhaha the student is going lunch already..class? heemmm just tomorrow

between

its better something then nothing..even lost i dont care bout the winning cause i never think bout it actually..just wanna gamble my luck but yea in 1000 i will have just 1 luck so i things that time is not my luck so fuck off that time but i dont live on that time for thousand years so move on and wish me luck in future..just use yesterday for tomorrow guide dont use tomorrow as yesterday guide..it never gonna works..live in past just make you look like telegraph..

make

-ing somebody else craving for something..things that i remember is i wake up at 7.30 in the morning and waiting for my maid heat the water every single morning cause imma spoil kids that time so ill be waiting with the sleepy face for the water..and she will do the bath work for me..but not on the teeth..i do it myself..she will wear me the kindergarten uniform and i will drink the milk in the bottle..i was just 5..waiting to be accompany to there i will wear shoes myself to..but i never remember the learning part well.. :) hahhaha..skip,back cartoon is the important things in the planet that time..again with some milk watching cartoon...til im 6 years old i can suck the milk and hold it with my feet..cause my hand busy with the stingky pillow..untill i fall to sleep.. was it cool? hahhaha

damn

the man who sold the world,the man who dosnt have any honor for himself..dude! the last things you wanna fight off if women! get it right!! ever heard bout fight bout it? its all about weapon,country,politics,money,wealth,foot ball & wife..there is no such thing as girl..like kurt say you are one of the man who sold the world..wasted

tell

me if you still human..i will laugh who the fuck are you cause i never care bout human who act god..when you still not as weird like eat metal or rock i just eat the same meal every other human had..so i dont give a damn bout what you saying..its all fucking bullshit

was

once i was at that level,once i was there,once i was that bad,once i was no good,once i was a shit,once i was a loser,once i was totally negative but,now i say i still..but i were putting faith desire and hope on good to myself..if you judge your self means you were lie so let other judge what i were..

a)i dont wanna be the same like yesterday

b)ive learn what is good and what is bad

c)bad attitude dont get me nowhere

d)i had too long face drop bout the bad

e) people change,they can why not me?

it

something that i manage to know about..its an education trough online and its goods..i learn it and i will make a positive move to the world..people say its fine if you dont know the rule but when you know it but you still not follow it,men you sick..even me.. but ive learn and will lead myself.. dear God,please lent me a guide..amin

the

most tempting lips ever seen.. damn~

dont

wanna be the same person ever again,i had to pull the responsibility right now..be someone that people can count off,the old me was a shit without any good taught and nothing to be proud off..even simple thing cant be solve..ill take all chance to stand and change cause i cant go nowhere with the old attitude,undoubtedly..what ever the consequence i have to take to make things good..life sucks? life never good..but what else you can do? cry and pray for it to be good? naaah,i cant do that..life short life fast you waste it you lost..ive try to get out once before id failed,but not this time..when im say imma do or gonna do i will do no matter dont give a damn..if not now when if not today when? if not right now it will never happen..they say a good man will fight the karma to not be happen again and again..i can see the tomorrow if i stay this way but dude who the fuck wanna be knowing the lost off his own future? thats not my future ill erase it and i will change it..go to hell the other had the life they want now,i dont i know ive lost the first battle and i want to win it back..losing is the best teacher..but loser is a ruiner..

imma do for,

1)for me

2)for her (nor saadah binti haji shukri)

3)my believe

4)for family

5)my self

6)hafiz syamir

7)and me

they are the only person who will be proud and tears for my goal..they are the person i grown up to they are all i fight and lost for..i will change i will stand up for my self..faith is my attacking weapon and hope is my defenses..im ready for the fight to change for the fight to win for the fight for them..not gonna lose again,promise

touch

Serenade

Oh Chentaku

Well I tried my preeminent to win your heart
Will you ever or never see me in your sight?
Don't you let go, the finest cuddle in our lives,
The forgo that we've swallowed from first to last

Contemplating every inch of your madness, lights of your sadness
How wreck was your painfulness
I know its hard being in your shoes, being who you are
Let's turn these agonies to a dazzling jiffy right away
And make the day better as we've never been before

Don't you ever feel jaded, baby?
For what he had done to you despondently

This is my last serenade for you
Don't turn your back on me now and never
Don't you leave me here alone!

I'm sorry I didn't meant to yelled at you
It's just that I'm worried that you will leave me again
We can make this happen, darling I promise you
You just have to believe in me and we'll work things out
(Somehow, I know that you still love me)

my

love now is on surfing surfboard finns leach..my love is about wave and beach and i wanna make it profitable :) thats all my aim right now..how and why that only me should be think off.. :) i dont give a fuck what you wanna say

a.m

get me believe that i can do something that can make me sleep by night..it was fun before but it not anymore when you always on the fun road by night,rest is a word to be use everyday..left it behind always was kindda pfft men,its painful..i think maybe vampire will impress if they know who am i..i really wish i can be a normal human like other human being..

what

make a good man walks on the desert? what make a prince be at the market? what make a billionaire pray? what make a rich man fasting? what make poor man alms? what make people smile? HUMBLE why cant you be polite? why cant you be nice? why cant you be good to others? were you better then everyone else? were you richer then billionaire? were you smarter then genius? were you beautiful then others? are you good enough to be promise heaven? then HUMBLE are another way

rain

you lent the pain you take it back,

you watch me trough all the sad

i hear the sound but i cant count

you all over let me feel the bless

like the water flow through the river

wont let it flow trough my eyes

but rain just come dont go

wash away all the sorrow

but life cant be this fucking sorrow

just let me be on tomorrow

but if you go dont let me freeze

just let me feel the last breeze

in 7min only..hahahha rain just make feel sleepy :)

bola

Ooooooh Wooooooh

Give me freedom, give me fire, give me reason, take me higher

See the champions, take the field now, unify us, make us feel proud

In the streets our head are liftin’, as we lose our inhibition,

Celebration it surrounds us, every nations, all around us

Singin forever young, singin songs underneath that sun

Lets rejoice in the beautifull game.

And together at the end of the day.

WE ALL SAY

When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom

Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes

Oooooooooooooh woooooooooohh hohoho

Give you freedom, give you fire, give you reason, take you higher

See the champions, take the field now, unify us, make us feel proud

In the streets our head are liftin’, as we lose our inhibition,

Celebration, it surrounds us, every nations, all around us

Singin forever young, singin songs underneath that sun

Lets rejoice in the beautifull game.

And toghetter at the end of the day.

WE ALL SAY

When I get older, I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom

Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom

Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes

Wooooooooo Ohohohoooooooo ! OOOoooooh Wooooooooo

WE ALL SAY !

When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom

Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom

Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes back

And then it goes

Wooo hooooo hohohohoooooo

And everybody will be singing it

Wooooooooo ohohohooooo

And we are all singing it