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Oh Chentaku

Today,

I'm getting closer to you,

To tell you that I missed you, so much,

The stars are here and the waves were coercive,

These knuckles break before they bleed that I'm sure,

I tried not to drown in the water,

Forgive me for what I've done in the past,

This is the day,

This is our time to we make it right, from right back where we left it,

This is afterlife, we longing for,

The colours of our chemistry

Curses were not from my heart,

It shattered my eyes; I spoke of which I didn't realize,

I overreacted,

Shed no tears anymore

Knives' marks will never be replaced,

No, not in this lifetime,

Breaking promises into pieces,

But I'm here to sweat myself pulling things back together,

Heavens are thin, the speed of the heartbeats

I would have kill myself if you let me to do it

There's nowhere else to go,

Other than you

*ive start to miss you again and start to feel wanna be needed..wanna feel and learn sacrifice again.. :')

view

the crap is always there and never gonna fade away,things should be change cause it never change it self..more to be like you are a simple character that always in my mind all the time more by time you are everywhere in my sight..the plate not gonna be empty when you there the time always running when you inside me..just got this idea directly i think it came from my dream but who i dedicate this phase to? was it somebody new or was it you? life will not give you a straight shot of a good reason..never! but just believe in it cause every things come with a good reason

so

embarrass to those man who sold the world..you guys just can go die and stop coming to my known life..ever heard the sentence "behind every great man there is a good women" ? THE FIRST WORD SAY BEHIND not infront sissy..fuck

cross

what the fuck i can think about any good things right now..hahhaha fucking shit everything always comes with problem to solve..what else? the brain was like so heavy and should be carry in the trolley..wtf,come on give me some strength to smile..let me win this fucking race..fuck fuck fuck...the fuck everything was an problem to me but not to anyone else around me..so sorry bout everything that missed look at..fucking pressure but yea still have to keep my head up and force my face creating smile..what else life should be other then this..but what else you can do

obey

on what you had just set in your mind..just set things so it will had a boarder..from this point to that point it should be a straight line..but you should color it well so it will be look beautiful and interesting..life should be fun cause its short..when it short everything should be fast..just dont waste time..use it wisely in good things..feel it with some joy and winning..goal should not be just one..just stay on the fast track..go catch everything while you can but just remember where the land you stepping on..feel the fast joy

had

had a class but where the lecture? had the lecture but where the student? hahahhaha the student is going lunch already..class? heemmm just tomorrow

between

its better something then nothing..even lost i dont care bout the winning cause i never think bout it actually..just wanna gamble my luck but yea in 1000 i will have just 1 luck so i things that time is not my luck so fuck off that time but i dont live on that time for thousand years so move on and wish me luck in future..just use yesterday for tomorrow guide dont use tomorrow as yesterday guide..it never gonna works..live in past just make you look like telegraph..