what it call

you know why ? the word is curious actually . . not this and that what you think . . if i know then ill go smiling doing the jumping jack . . haha should i be corny and cry here and there ? my grandfather die when i was 6 and i play around his casket happily my grandmother i just dont know if she die already or not but yet still no tears . . should i live in sorrow ? naah,i dont think so either it bout money for life or its bout me live with my mom in the heaven afterlife other then that is a bonus well hunambeing can live without bonus . . haha jumping jack . . miss that move , gonna do it now :)

like

okay i will start :

i like dogs nor the cat

i like wolf more then dogs

i like unformal more then formal

i like eat then sleeping

i like sleeping then "nutin"

i like hangout then stoning

i like cigarette then weed

i like plain then beer

i like smile then cry

i like cry then mad

i like mad then foolish

i like walking then talk crap

i like truth then lie

i like lie then sin

i like talk then silence

i like silence then nonsense

i like together then alone

i like alone then nofreedom

i like face then tit

i like tit the pussy

i like jeans then slack

i like casual then formal

i like twice then once

i like learn then study

i like zen then ipod

i like iphone then bb

i like 3gs then 3g

i like money then lifeless

i like life less then bothering people

i like band then machine

i like more then less

i like night then days

i like you then her

i like myspace then facebook

i like tumblr then twitter

i like blogspot then diary

i like rain then sunny

i like money then paper

most of my life i love to like and i will like to do it forever cause hating is something that will hurt people,i love the life i had i been thinking to hate it but this is my life and it show bout me so why should i hate myself cause i can love myself and all bout me . . its hard that make me learn its pain that make me grow its sad that make me understand its sorrow that been teach me ever since . . life is painfull but it is the colour of your life so it can be just plain and get all what you got or it can be hard and joyfull plus meaningfull so i learn to appreciate . . GB

i'd

made up my mind and i come with 2 choices that is should i go with the next sem like before and always or should i open my mind to the real world that always welcome everyone to come and chase the paper . . what i mean is the most beautifully awesome smell of paper call money . . yea they always said that studies come first that others but you see its 2010 . . its not bout book to work on its bout life to learn on . . when you good on something just sharp it so the paper will run to your pocket . . but yea study gonna make your pocket fat BUT if you have the way and you know how to get to the top . . the world changed so we should change the way we think too . . plus,engineering is not something that i wanna go through so yea,why not right ? :) GB

here

it goes again,well i had sometime so yea,here i am . . just haha i can use an idea how and what i can be in the future . . anyone know that ? hope so cause im lost right now . . lost in the middle of nowhere and got no idea which way i should choose cause im afraid what is it at the end of the road i choose . . well i try to be brave to seat where i can survive but till when i wanna stand here without doing nothing to get out from there . . well hoping is something wishing not gonna bring me anywhere . . but yea,hoping too long just bring shit back for me . . well im proud that i had a mind that like this what i had cause there apart where i even can not think alot about the think that important to the world well i guess that what make me so calm . . just sometimes . . not all the time . . anyway , well i dont wanna say it cause everyone know life is bullshit . . so praying that everything gonna be okay . . yup,everything gonna be okay . . GB

gb/godbless

freak

okay , jadi life is not that easy but tak de lah susah mana cause when you believe in God then jalan nya lurus so i dont really mind bout the life . . kindda cool the way it is,but here some tricky trick that i dont know agak mencabar . . 1) bila selalu sangat tido siang susah sangat nak tido malam,tah cam entah, hari tu dah okay tido kol 10,11 then ni start balik tak tido malam. . ape cer ? keras je kot malam kalau best tak pe doh . . damn ! 2) what gonna happen with my study ?(just dont wanna talk so long but it really fucked up) 3rd i dont know ma,sometimes i get you right but sometimes,haprak . . i will improve on that . . i love you ma 4)babe,there is a word between YES and NO aite ? there no such new word in between so stop being a "natural" position cause i dont want you to . . left or right,you choose . . oh yaw hommies,i dont know what the fuck is going on with you but please ay just wake up and that living again man ! aint got no time for bullshiting mayne ! our time is past ay,stop crackin around and do something that can make you eat in the future . . what's up with her anyway ? are you super crack when you want her to stick with you mayne ? she is hilarious and i dont know super fucked up and do want to mention that really close to you man ? sis yeah but a girl man open your eyes wide dude ! she were fucking around before and still now i wanna talk bout it but just you were being so ass stick up the whole time with her . . ay buddies i know you man ! but btw have a bless wish you luck

road

aint bout gangster or bullshiting around anymore man..its about real life right now..aint got no time to make whole thing a mess just live by what we had..dont demand to much cause in real life we aint got all for ourself..life is really that hardcore..just dont waste your time on something that you not confidence about to rely your faith..put it something strong something that you can think about and something that will bring you sometin..face it man ! this is a real life aint got no second chance for us..you waste it you lose it there is no bullshiting and play again that is how we deal in real life..so incase you not strong enough just play it safe man cause me i got no other road like you..so want it or not the hard way is the only way for me..i learn and i born for it man..i had prepare my self for it cause that life looks so simple making me look like i bullshit all thing but i got bigger things then that to take care off..so go fuck you head off if you wanna be in that way for the whole time..trust me you aint go no where with you attitude like that man..sorry but i really disappoited on you man! just hope you wake up soon..from a brother to a brother

i am

me trying to be me as me so i can be happy like you..yes i am jealous of what you had and i dont have'it..the life i had is not as easy as what i can told about by word,im in the situation trying to make everyone else happy its hard..try it if you can..try to be me,huh but i never sad bout the life i had..i know things can be solve..yea there alot out there with a thousand more problems then me :) im proud to be me,i dont wanna be made.. :)