what today is all about

how should i say when life is good enough to talk bout,i wish there is anything that seriously went wrong.yea,my life was in good conditions and im fine with it..i had a fun life with full of cool trick and bullshit..well you never wanna go in alife without bullshit..all those things make me learn to break the rule to follow the rule and growing my brain bigger..life sucks without pain..you will be the stupid lame person if you go on life without pain..grew in a life that full of nothing teach me lots of things but yea im still make fun of it miss understand the situation im in but at least im still survive and smile from ear to ear..sick of hearing people talk bout all the bullshit they have and cry bout it..man you're worst than a sissy guy..living in a road where there are family to hold especially noor saadah to be proud of even i just been scold for the late dinner and the only sisters that never miss scold-teach me ever single minute a father on silence in thousand words a nephew a sister a brother,yeah im proud bout them..hommies that i can count on..mann,you guys sick! i was wondering when we will be fight bout something..hahahha..but yeah,whats left is me,still with the bad habits,still smoking,still being isomania every single night still still talking crap bout people shit..hahah,man..i think ill be end with lung cancer cause cigarette is my girlfriend right now..i wish there were somebody who can always encourage me bout that stupid things..it keep on burning my wallet..damn! but yea,people always have 3 road thay always walk on,the fams..the hommie and the,i guess you know what im sayin..but with or without..i dont wanna lose the life i had now..its fucking cool! thanks for being apart of me.. :)

hope

if you dont know,i hope for things to happen.if you dont know i wish we never met and i got to know you from the first once again.if you dont know,i hope theres no black memories between us in past.if you dont know,im sorry to say i love you on the lunatic past life i had,it was a horrible mistake..thats all i wanna you to know and i hope you there

head

im trying to know what i mean actually so im seeking to know me,i search it but i couldnt find it.Why things happen with any siren? why should people go without saying goodbye? i dont wanna lose them but things keep on happening.Life is too short so make it while you breath so that you will not regret when you alone.I wish i could make things better for them but as long as i not needed there who cares where i wanna be,right? i wanna go all out and wanna be anyone i one as long as i know who i am.things grabbed one hand never enough why should i be greedy? it could not make me happy when im alone,isit?why should be me that so important? i dont wanna be one so why should i care bout me? i rather care bout you i rather care bout them but i think bout me.I just let things past over so that i can step over.why should i hold on the dead end? just turn around and find a bright ways that always waiting for me to go trough it.Life isnt fair? why you talk bout it? you know it cause of the consequence from the dark past so let things be that way,leave your car there get a cab and build a new car.they can help but im the one who fight for myself.be strong a fighter in your life even others dont know bout it be proud of who you are cause you got me.from hafiz syamir to hafiz syamir

us

you will know something that we dont have is not that our weakness to be shame of.something made up for a reason.maybe you just need to pull off another trigger and start a new shoot.losing is something sad but crying is something bad dont blame thing that past,blaming it makes you look like a person who not thankfull to the life they had before and present..when people says dont take life so hard is not mean that you always playing around or have to be enjoy without anything to think off,it something you should understand that life is too short and crying bout it just like you scratch to an open wound..it just make things worst..you should pull up your face saying that something happened for a reason and i should take it as a guide so that i will not lose again some other time..i wish by writing this make my heart feels well..god bless me :)

awesome

the more harder you past the road the more things you will learn and you will understand it more when you through it again.see it just something that you should deal every single day but again it never done and you never know when will its over.at the end you will feel sick of it and try to search it deeper and deeper until you know what is going on.curiosity is the word and human fact is they want things be just fine all the time but that is not what nature are,suddenly something that not suppose to happen had just happen and it worst then you taught it could be.that is the time when you will feel like the world was like stop moving stop spinning and it just an awkward feelings.i wish i never know the end but it happens to me again and again and again..kindda bored to deal something like this,i wish it will over the most big thing is i wish i never meet that problems

theres only one bad day

if you had this kind of relationship,please stick with it..you can imagine if she are your size godd!! she is really beautiful..keep her in a room with food one a day and 7 glass of water each day..cucumber,onion and boil egg..you will see her next 2 years as a beautiful girl ever..trust me!

think with brain

just let me walk,just be happy if you see me walking..its not easy,to have a heart that completely cured in a month..but just let me see the world..just let me smile just let me laugh just let me be positive,why keep on blocking me keep me in the small dark room alone with no chances to see light,isit what i deserved after all i did? are god never take me back as God servant? do anyone have believe in me? can i trust the faith that had will be this way? will god forever blocking any light to me?

Lots of time i been thinking of it,i dont care if im not happy if i cant smile if i cant have the happiness ever in this world but never make others that still have faith in you down,

hopeless for me to believe that there is still a chance for me to prove that i useless to mymom,i dont know its horrible but i dont think that she can see me happy like she told me,"you dont have to pay back all those things i had gave to you,use it wisely i just want to see you smile at the end even im not there at your side anymore..could you be heartless to ruin just that one needed from your mother that give you birth? think it twice..think with brain