dare

when im sitting,i know god watching me..when im make a move i know god judging me..when im praying to god i know that god hear it..when blink on god i know god have plans for me when im think of god i know that im just a humble servant that wait for the punishment.surrounded by hell and fast life,im set my mind everyday to be a better person,to be a good son to be love to someone. im willing to sacrifice the life i had for mama,im will to be punish now so i can be with her after,im willing to erase others and anything for her cause to me she is god sent for my automatic wings so im not flying to the deepest dark hell of demon..please god,help my mother guide me to your light,the light that blessed the light that will make me always be beside my mother..you know that in this moment i just had her with me i just had you for me..and things that happen is to ashamed for me say it with my mouth that you are my god..in a while,please let me to love two person in a time so it could be my wall to stop me from fall down to hell..please bless me for her be apart of me and please light me god to your way..amin

sampai bila

bukan ke kiri bukan ke kanan langsung tiada yang boleh aku anggap jalan yang sepatutnya aku pilih..sampai bila aku harus dikuis ketepi,sampai bila ingin mengangap ku pembahagi jalan dilanggar tak menyalak tapi suatu hari dia boleh jadi penyebab kau ke neraka..tiada langsung yang boleh bagi aku erti yang tepat.mungkin percubaan baru aku untuk terbang pula akan mengajar aku terbang..she so calm she a good adviser she is really simple and for me that is the amazing thing ever happen to a woman..

hope and wishes

night slowing stars glowing skies step to brighter life getting weaker step seems faster make things end quickly hope tomorrow nicer then today wish i can trough tomorrow with more stronger hope to see you soon sun wish i would lay down and fall to sleep easier.fans swinging let my body feel the comfortness of night so saturday is enough to hit the limits of human days..wish you were here always by next to me.wish i had someone to let me say that i love her hope you had a nice rest and will remember bout me when you awake this morning..cloudy not always forever to us cause i know tomorrow will be bright as it can be.

if

i dont know if it post wit time to but seriously things going up side down now..i cant sleep i i dont know what i can do now lots of things seems to be not okay and like im walking to a cold winter alone without any one to hold..lots of things make no sense to me..i feel like i lose in a war..what the hell is going on with me..i just need it to be simple as it could be but things going to be so complicated and make no sense at all..funny to say that i feel comfort and really alive and i dont know it seems so perfect.maybe im just a crazy lunatic but things being so suck..i dont know im so crazy right now..crazy cause thinking of you..i know it sucks but that is me,im human and i can filter this feeling towards you..i feel so horrible..its the first time i bought a flower..not even to my mom..funny huh? :) stupid me..sometimes even you not even make a single move on a day i just not feeling any people say ego and being so stupid to text i think that time you never taught bout me and ya maybe you not even wanna think bout it but its automatically be in me..it just natural steps of my daily life right now..i know it is really crazy when i pray i never forget to pray bout your happiness your healthy and i can take care of you but it is not so stupid right..im crazy thinking of you i know it sounds so stupid but that is the fact that happened right now..im a simple person so things will be so simple as it could be..but things has being so mess up when it comes to part like this..i know that God are there somewhere and know bout this,please God please,let me be in that box inside her..please,im bagging you

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

terbaik!berita ini disebarkan pada pagi raya,raya pada hari ini dibatalkan..esok baru raya..hahahha pagi raya dah masuk angin..lemau gila..lambat gila sial balek kampung..shah alam dah lost

yaya

hey!kalau nk sebenar nyer boleh tapi,i x penah pikir lak friendship ni kene dibalas.i taught you been honest all the time,but strongly i am wrong.am i right? i taught that we will look up each other,sekurang-kurangnya i mati-mati ingat you ikhlas but yea i totally wrong 100%..look am i..i x taw la kalau you think bout this,kalau nk sebenarnya i dah ada amy so why im suppose to do so this and all the other stuff..based on what you think? i dont know i guess im ruin enough to think that i still can stand.i dont know what else to do,you just can see me smile but you do not know lots of thing bout me know..what else amy not here for me and i taught i have buddies that close to me that can advise me know things bout me but i just,i dont know..open your eyes clearly,this is what happen when i apprericiate friend to much..i dont know i guess i just have too walk alone again.. :)

no hope

cover and block by the routine and all those burden that been pass to us even they look at us that trying to learn crawling.dont mad and frust to them cause we are the one who must forget to crawl just learn to run..held you head fire up your spirits just dont place it at atlantic..just wish the neglected will stop toward us cause im dont for it no more..im controlling myself and i strife for my self.by the naked gun like a shoot cause river of blood is flowing out of the place,just come from envy of what luck brought the beside you and yourself.you killed that person make you kill your self,you suppose to wait cause yours is next.you build your own pain and blame the world of not being for true and nature.why should you do this why you make this as the same like them born the sickeness to earn profit of thw own vaccine..please forgive others and try to forgive yourself.