just like

this is the story where there is one who will always go to the opposite ways of the world direction there is one who will be the misfortune for everything that happen to him there is one who will be on your side no matter who the fuck are you , he dont give a damn bout others cause all he will think about was you all the time yet you left . and he keep on smiling to the cold world who said he will never gonna make it and he once try to prove the world that he made it but you spoil it,well again he the one who eat all those word from the world, serve him right. he not trying to kill he not trying to sell drug he not trying to make the world a batter place cause yet every single time he know he is just a normal human try to live like others being normal yet at the end of every part he knows that he cant be normal cause maybe he was born to be special, he try to convince himself that he is somekind of special creature made by God for some good reason and every single day he thankful for it,but again another day another badness born for him, but yet still for another tomorrow he keep on create another smile on his face,and he will keep on walking untill his God say enough of walking for him but as long as that things not happen he will try to make something special to the space around him so everything feel batter for his present in others life,he try to fits on the time that was never being his and always being others but he fight for himself and he know the right to fight for it cause at the end he gonna fight just for it no matter what he is the one cause time is something he cant stop "kun faya kun" this is not the story bout he trying to be a hero on any life this is not a story bout he failed on his on life this is not a story to prove that the world being buyers to him but this is a story bout a smile that make him who he is tomorrow cause if once he believe there will be no smile for tomorrow,everything around him will be torn apart, 'just like before'

changes

its like from monday comes tuesday and tuesday comes wednesday and after all,day by day life change us and everything around us,even if we not noticed it day by day afterward is not like day by day before . . all the time we had is hangout and conquer the world claiming its ours . . running trough the darkest night a longer dark journey is the one we like more then the day that shine bright,even if we not noticed,day by day we change from our to us and from us to we and from to me,im not afraid of losing it but i live that kindda life for so long and now when its not there any more it feel awkward a long night . . i guess cause we all grew older and this is the hardest time to get trough so yea me too,gaining age is simple but trough age is harder the the word hard it self, from the only problems of the day is going to school now come the bigger responsibility that we hold and cant let go of it, but i just dont wanna die when the only person who know im dying is my officemate which is NERD and crying when others burying me,i hope when the time comes there is someone who will rise up the right hand and looking to the skies that they will bring along my spirits with them day by day till the end . . oh yea,wife . i dont know when but its something that i can start to plan right now cause them all had a strong based when im still fight for it . . but yea only God know but it so yea i just go with the flow,fight for it but let God decide it for me :) BUT WHEN THE DAY COMES,JUST DONT CRY ON MY FUNERAL, KEEP MY SPIRITS INSIDE YOU LIVE DAY AFTER DAY. hell yeah(Y)

my voice

its hard to walk . . its damn to know that life is getting hard and even dying for me . . how could things be okay when everything around is being sick and it pressuring me . . please,a damn word never buzzing me up but a second always freakin me out . . i need something or anything or even someone to calm me up . . life getting shit every single minute . . why all this thing is happening to me ? damn,but still i cant keep on believe on the future that never gonna happen . . i just keep on believe in present and past as my book for a guide my present for a good future . . what i have to do keep on believe that god always there,mama right beside me every second of her breath and ill make my minute is second,my hour is minute and my day an hour cause if not ill be tragically die in this phase . . just keep on strong . . everything happen for a reason and every bad thing there a happiness at the end . . thanks for make me live in the present and make me believe that this is the real world im walkin around . . each day i hope the old me dead and gone a way,bit by bit yes ive stop bout the two things really evil and i hope i can . . segala yang tuhan mahu jadi,ia jadi . ayat-83(surah yassin)

live

i live my life my own way and i like the way it go fuckin hard yea we always complain bout how hard life is but at the end of the day we survive and life goes on . . shit comes everyday but after a beautiful sleep shit not smelly anymore just make us to think how to get that shit off . . even how hard life punch i still have some courage to punch it back truth is since god give me chance to live i aint quit to survive yaw,well life is serious shit but it aint knock me down it burn me so i will find my way out from that fire to make me live on the comfort air . . i'll find my way day world had my word,my mama get myself in the world i bought myself out from this shit aint got nothing to stop me now cause i can read what faith had wrote and this is how it goes . . i get myself in the prob i get myself out the prob

what it call

you know why ? the word is curious actually . . not this and that what you think . . if i know then ill go smiling doing the jumping jack . . haha should i be corny and cry here and there ? my grandfather die when i was 6 and i play around his casket happily my grandmother i just dont know if she die already or not but yet still no tears . . should i live in sorrow ? naah,i dont think so either it bout money for life or its bout me live with my mom in the heaven afterlife other then that is a bonus well hunambeing can live without bonus . . haha jumping jack . . miss that move , gonna do it now :)

like

okay i will start :

i like dogs nor the cat

i like wolf more then dogs

i like unformal more then formal

i like eat then sleeping

i like sleeping then "nutin"

i like hangout then stoning

i like cigarette then weed

i like plain then beer

i like smile then cry

i like cry then mad

i like mad then foolish

i like walking then talk crap

i like truth then lie

i like lie then sin

i like talk then silence

i like silence then nonsense

i like together then alone

i like alone then nofreedom

i like face then tit

i like tit the pussy

i like jeans then slack

i like casual then formal

i like twice then once

i like learn then study

i like zen then ipod

i like iphone then bb

i like 3gs then 3g

i like money then lifeless

i like life less then bothering people

i like band then machine

i like more then less

i like night then days

i like you then her

i like myspace then facebook

i like tumblr then twitter

i like blogspot then diary

i like rain then sunny

i like money then paper

most of my life i love to like and i will like to do it forever cause hating is something that will hurt people,i love the life i had i been thinking to hate it but this is my life and it show bout me so why should i hate myself cause i can love myself and all bout me . . its hard that make me learn its pain that make me grow its sad that make me understand its sorrow that been teach me ever since . . life is painfull but it is the colour of your life so it can be just plain and get all what you got or it can be hard and joyfull plus meaningfull so i learn to appreciate . . GB

i'd

made up my mind and i come with 2 choices that is should i go with the next sem like before and always or should i open my mind to the real world that always welcome everyone to come and chase the paper . . what i mean is the most beautifully awesome smell of paper call money . . yea they always said that studies come first that others but you see its 2010 . . its not bout book to work on its bout life to learn on . . when you good on something just sharp it so the paper will run to your pocket . . but yea study gonna make your pocket fat BUT if you have the way and you know how to get to the top . . the world changed so we should change the way we think too . . plus,engineering is not something that i wanna go through so yea,why not right ? :) GB